Sunday, May 1, 2011
Jealousy in romance is like salt in food.
A little can enhance the savor,
but too much can spoil the pleasure and,
under certain circumstances,
can be life-threatening.
~Maya Angelou
Feeling of jealousy never left at all .
Wonder why am I feeling jealous when the sweetness of life is all mine .
Well, Let's get the mood changing then ~
Say "NO" to Jealousy !
10:49 PM
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Sometimes I just wished I could erased the memories I had about you .
Knowing and feeling how you used to love me .. hurts .
There's a reason why there's past and future memories .
People always say, What's past is past, No use holding to it, So just move on and create a better future .
Let's do it . (:
And only him could help me relief these pain by accompanying me .
But am I ready for it ?
The only day I'm definitely waiting is ..
When I could say , " I'm so over you, boy . "
11:52 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Hate this kind of feeling .
Wanting your attention .
Not wanting to know you're fine with anyone .
But just fine with me .
Don't wanna tell you what I'm feeling .
Cuz that's my ego .
It's stupid .. But it's happening .
Acting strong in front but I'm crumbling inside .
Wanting to cry hard but I just can't .
Things are just pilling up again and again .
The feeling of wanting to push away people and just being alone is happening again .
Sigh .
12:50 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Wow.. Its been so long since i last seen him..
well he looked more er.. old? lack of sleep? lol
well that's his life.. Not gonna care about him.. even if I do..
He still isnt the same guy he used to be.. so yeah..
woo.. camp gonna start soon..wish me luck..
am finally starting to work.. !
11:04 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
I'm so so tired..
Just got back from sis' house..
Going again tomorrow but with mum this time..
Get well soon sis..
So tired.. mum had to wake me up halfway to ask me to go help out with sis..
ugh.. gonna make porridge later ..
I'm having difficulty in sleeping and eating.. crap..
When I can finally sleep.. Nightmares.. Just great..
Manga getting boring .. Fb.. too..
I missed the old me..
Am finally trying not to disturb anyone anymore..
After all I'm not needed..
I dislike the feeling of lonely.. But its have always been like this right..
Maybe I'm just a jinx after all..
Damn these headaches..
12:22 AM
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
The only time I ever regret.. Was to be with you again..
Is to hope and returned back to you..
No doubt He was way better than you..
Yeah I love him.. He treated me way better than you..
But I was too stupid or purely dumb..
I prefer the old you than him.. In many ways even though He's just so perfect..
I'm not Karla or any of the girls who went crazy over you anymore..
Go back to your karla.. You're such a liar when you said you don't regret..
I tried to saved the relationship.. But you pushed me away..
So don't come talk to me as though nothing had happen..
Yeah I want to talk to you, hold you.. Did you know how much i missed you the past three weeks?
No you don't .. You just missed me for one thing..
I kept quiet and just waited till you asked for an ending..
Cuz I know you've had enough of me.. You just bluff your way through..
The last time we broke off.. It already have been ended by you.. Not me..
Whether I cheated behind you or not.. You should have known the truth..
If I did.. Boy, I would have left you ages ago.. And I finally did..
After all that had happened.. Don't you like the feeling of being single? You do don't you?
Well I do now.. Not only twice.. You broke my heart numerous of time.. Its enough now..
It lasted pretty long.. and it just get shattered each time I mend it myself.
You're gonna be missed .. Rest in peace to this love..
12:18 AM
Monday, January 10, 2011
Angel Cry Lyrics at elw
5:05 PM
