Thursday, March 19, 2009
Another day past by..
17 more days to go till the big day?
i would prefer 9, 999, 999 days till the big day ..
so that i will always looking forward for the big day with him..
yesterday i lost my ring..
tragedy always happens ..
i lost my ring , relationship will be affected..
i dont know why.. its like a cursed?
but thank god i found it..
i just hope our relationship wont be affected like the tragedy which i'm afraid of..
each day i'm so addicted to him..
Just dont want us to be apart from him..
I'll go crazy..
Its not because he took anything from me..
but he took my soul from me..
and if he ever leave me one day..
i'll be indebted to him..
yea if you're counting about money..
my whole life i cant even repay him with all my money..
cuz those memories with him cost more then just money..
l0l for me to find job to pay..
l0l hard to say..
yes i'm unreasonable..
i just felt like i'm gonna spend lesser time with him..
it scares me.. first i'm jealous with is his bikes..
2nd his mom for being close to him..
3rd his friends..
gawd.. something is wrong with me..
and yea.. i did make frens with guys in the games..
i just cant keep away from making friends..
either helping or wad..
in the end i'm always in the wrong..
ahax.. i love making friends..
but its hard to trust any of them..
and the only person i can trust is marcus..
if he's gone.. who else can i trust?
my life will be in jeopardize (or wadever its being spell)
Friend and my other part..
of course.. i will treat friends much more hm.. caring..
because.. my other part..
i have to show him my bad sides too..
so he can stay with me forever ..
knowing my bad sides..
i'm sorry baby.. hunny is sometimes only thinking of hunny's ownself..
ya true each of us have our own problems..
but just chatting online and messaging or calling isnt enough for hunny..
seeing hubby with friend makes hunny jealous..
so thats is why hunny is always quarreling with hubby..
giving attitude to hubby sometimes pains hunny..
but hunny dont know why my always attitude hubby..
its habit and hunny love doing it
but its hard to make hubby to console hunny ._.
or to like soften hunny's heart l0l..
well hubby did 60% of it xP
the other 40% hunny not satisfied l0l..
oh well..
i will still love him..
if he wanna go on his ways again..
and i go my way..
i'll make sure we'll cross path =)
so..
If you get there before i do..
Dont give up on me..
I'll meet you went my chores are through..
I dont know how long i'll be..
But i'm not gonna let you down..
Darling wait and see..
And between now and then till i see you again..
I'll be loving you..
Love me,
11:42 AM
