Why.. why am i feeling that all I've tried to do isn't working.. Trying to dress up nicely to please him.. Making up.. Being more feminine instead of the childish me.. Just to try to get his warmth..
Its just felt like back then.. His words causes heartaches.. and all I've been doing is think of our happy moments to just heal up. Was it on purpose? Or is he too dense about how I'm feeling towards him?
1st sis said I'm lucky to have him.. Because he took some trouble to rent car for me and even help out with my family's stuff. Unlike 2nd sis' bf.. who I envy.. He would come everyday just to pamper my 2nd sis.. Though i wish he was half that way.. But I guess I'm glad i just have him for who he is.. Because I experienced many emotions when I'm with him.. Even though its not a sweet happy kind of relationship.. I'll be happy when he smile at me.
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# !Welcome
# !WhoAmI?
Name: Noorashikin Bte Md. Tahir
Age: Figure it out =P
School: None
Occupation: Slacker at home.
Status: Madly in love with her cat.♥
# !My Likes?
Cats;
Sweet stuffs;
More too come?
Alexis Lao po `o9oct sweetTwelve'
Belinda Juliiiett `18Apr sweetThirteen'
Marcus Baaabyy `10May sweetTwenty*'
Stacy Girlfrenn `16sept sweetTwelve'
Yaya Cousin `23nov'
# !Dislikes?
Being quiet. :/ Emo-ing at night. :/
People who act big. -.-
Home. ;)
Away from cat. :(
Having those hurtful feelings.
# !Wishes
Peace.
No more crying.
Friendship.
# !Songs
1)Insomnia by Craig David~
2)Tifa's Theme Piano Version ~ From Final Fantasy 7~
3)Love Me By Collin Raye
Its Auto Play. :)
