Monday, January 3, 2011
It is me or this world getting cold..?
It is me or every last bits of warmth are fading away?
Should i try hard chasing this warmth with my feets all cold?
Should i try hard grabbing to this warmth with my hand uncontrollably shaking?
I tried giving in.. Whether i hold on still or just let it go.. the cold wont go away..
What about you?
Are you going through the same thing as me?
Did you hold me as how i held you? Maybe you did when at times i wanted to give it up..
You asked how long this feeling gonna last..?
From the moment these questions been asked to yourself.. it probably has ended already..
Why did we go on in the first place?
Because we both said it shouldnt have ended in the first place..?(Is it still true?)
I gave up in the end..
Not because of how many of my close ones suffered due to this man and woman relationship..
Neither because of how i wanting to stop giving in..
I'm .. I'm as just scared how terrifying or future gonna be..
Will our kids not suffered in our state?
Then i do not wished to hold on to this warmth..
It hurt .. it hurt going through the coldness alone..
But its just gonna hurt more seeing your love ones going through it..
Then goodbye would be the easiest word you have for me.. right?
5:12 PM