How i wish my life is sweet lyke a sugar.

2011-05-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

Jealousy in romance is like salt in food.

A little can enhance the savor,

but too much can spoil the pleasure and,

under certain circumstances,

can be life-threatening.

~Maya Angelou

Feeling of jealousy never left at all .

Wonder why am I feeling jealous when the sweetness of life is all mine .

Well, Let's get the mood changing then ~

Say "NO" to Jealousy !

2011-04-30T23:52:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I just wished I could erased the memories I had about you .

Knowing and feeling how you used to love me .. hurts .

There's a reason why there's past and future memories .

People always say, What's past is past, No use holding to it, So just move on and create a better future .

Let's do it . (:

And only him could help me relief these pain by accompanying me .

But am I ready for it ?

The only day I'm definitely waiting is ..

When I could say , " I'm so over you, boy . "

2011-04-17T12:50:00.002+08:00

Hate this kind of feeling .
Wanting your attention .

Not wanting to know you're fine with anyone .

But just fine with me .

Don't wanna tell you what I'm feeling .

Cuz that's my ego .

It's stupid .. But it's happening .

Acting strong in front but I'm crumbling inside .

Wanting to cry hard but I just can't .

Things are just pilling up again and again .

The feeling of wanting to push away people and just being alone is happening again .

Sigh .

2011-01-22T23:04:00.002+08:00

Wow.. Its been so long since i last seen him..

well he looked more er.. old? lack of sleep? lol

well that's his life.. Not gonna care about him.. even if I do..

He still isnt the same guy he used to be.. so yeah..

woo.. camp gonna start soon..wish me luck..

am finally starting to work.. !

2011-01-12T00:22:00.002+08:00

I'm so so tired..

Just got back from sis' house..

Going again tomorrow but with mum this time..

Get well soon sis..

So tired.. mum had to wake me up halfway to ask me to go help out with sis..

ugh.. gonna make porridge later ..

I'm having difficulty in sleeping and eating.. crap..

When I can finally sleep.. Nightmares.. Just great..

Manga getting boring .. Fb.. too..

I missed the old me..

Am finally trying not to disturb anyone anymore..

After all I'm not needed..

I dislike the feeling of lonely.. But its have always been like this right..

Maybe I'm just a jinx after all..

Damn these headaches..

2011-01-11T00:18:00.002+08:00

The only time I ever regret.. Was to be with you again..

Is to hope and returned back to you..

No doubt He was way better than you..

Yeah I love him.. He treated me way better than you..

But I was too stupid or purely dumb..

I prefer the old you than him.. In many ways even though He's just so perfect..

I'm not Karla or any of the girls who went crazy over you anymore..

Go back to your karla.. You're such a liar when you said you don't regret..

I tried to saved the relationship.. But you pushed me away..

So don't come talk to me as though nothing had happen..

Yeah I want to talk to you, hold you.. Did you know how much i missed you the past three weeks?

No you don't .. You just missed me for one thing..

I kept quiet and just waited till you asked for an ending..

Cuz I know you've had enough of me.. You just bluff your way through..

The last time we broke off.. It already have been ended by you.. Not me..

Whether I cheated behind you or not.. You should have known the truth..

If I did.. Boy, I would have left you ages ago.. And I finally did..

After all that had happened.. Don't you like the feeling of being single? You do don't you?

Well I do now.. Not only twice.. You broke my heart numerous of time.. Its enough now..

It lasted pretty long.. and it just get shattered each time I mend it myself.

You're gonna be missed .. Rest in peace to this love..

2011-01-10T17:05:00.000+08:00

Angel Cry Lyrics at elw

2011-01-08T22:22:00.002+08:00

Ugh.. this is bad.. not only am I facing a difficulty in sleeping..

My eating been difficult too.. damn.. what's going on with my body..

I had to keep forcing myself to eat and sleep.. Its so annoying..

My hands are shaking.., my mind cant focus on a single thing..

Its so freaking hard to sleep normally or even when I'm tired..

Jeez.. this sucks. ahh as long I'm okay..

2011-01-07T20:40:00.003+08:00

別打開禮物的緞帶
bie da kai li wu de duan dai
giving up opening the presents’ ribbon
最初充滿期待最後都腐敗
zui chu chong man qi dai zui hou dou fu bai
that used to make me forward to
別打開午夜的電臺
bie da kai wu ye de dian tai
giving up the midnight’s radio
別讓情歌反覆再愚弄
bie rang qing ge fan fu zai yu nong
never give in yourself to the love songs,again and again,foolishly
而愛並沒有教給我生存
er ai bing mei you jiao gei wo cun zai
because love, has never taught me how to survive
只教我交易虛榮給天真
zhi jiao wo jiao yi xu rong gei tian zhen
but as a deal of my vanity to the naive
可是愛讓我們變成陌生人
ke shi ai rang wo men bian cheng mo sheng ren
and love has made us a stranger
卻變不了更高尚的靈魂
que bian bu liao geng gao shang de ling hun
and not becoming a noble soul within us
不要吻我只要抱著我
bu yao wen wo zhi yao bao zhe wo
i just need your hug,not your kiss
不要愛我做我的親人
bu yao ai wo zuo wo de qin ren
i just need you to be my dearest,not loving me
把手借我一天一分鐘
ba shou jie wo yi tian ti fen zhong
do lend me your hand,one minute a day
做我最親密的親人
zuo wo zui qin mi de qin ren
be my dearest
不是誰的情人誰的某某某
bu shi shui de qing ren shui de mou mou mou
and not becoming my lover or someone’s
就算我全身濕透透
jiu suan wo quan sheng shi tou tou
even if i have soaked in the rain
我也不再被誰牽著鼻子走
wo ye bu zai bei shui qian zhe bi zi zhou
i will never going to allow anyone to lead me by the nose
如果我還握住拳頭
ru guo wo hai wo zhe quan tou
and if i am still clenching my fist
可能我怕我的夢飛走
ke neng wo pa wo de meng fei zou
i might afraid my dreams will fly away
而愛並不如你想的萬能
er ai bing bu ru ni xiang de wan neng
and love,is not everything
不能讓我們不再戰爭
bu neng rang wo men bu zai zhan zheng
it can not stop us from war
可是愛連慈悲也沒多慈悲
ke shi ai lian ci bei ye mei duo ci bei
and love,it will only be a pity
誰愛越深越容易被犧牲
shui ai yue sheng yue yong yi bei xi sheng
for those that are deeply in love and being sacrificed
不要吻我只要抱著我
bu yao wen wo zhi yao bao zhe wo
i just need your hug,not your kiss
不要愛我做我的親人
bu yao ai wo zuo wo de qin ren
i just need you to be my dearest,not loving me
把手借我一天一分鐘
ba shou jie wo yi tian yi fen zhong
do lend me your hand,one minute a day
讓我還敢做我的夢
rang wo hai gan zuo wo de meng
so that i can dream
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄
zuo wo meng zhong wei da de wei xiao de ying xiong
as my hero with a smile

2011-01-07T02:21:00.002+08:00

Ugh.. what's with the weather nowadays..
So cold .. and screw my sleeping time..
Getting worst each day.. Think today i only had 2 hours of sleep..
Sigh.. Wonder what's going on with the brain ..
I dont want to depend on sleeping pills to sleep ..
It would have been better to just take it all..
nah.. i shouldnt let my heart take my life like that..
He doesnt deserve my heart.. so its good i'm learning to shut it up for once..
Some people said ignorant is a bliss..
Well there you go.. whatever happened in the past .. I aint gonna let it pull me down..
Still got my family beside me.. strangers should just fuck off ya..
especially him.. wong you wan.. you're up second in line in the hated for life list..

2011-01-06T23:11:00.003+08:00

Am finally home..
Didn't think it helped..
He just proved that all guys are the same..
Am not a freaking toy ..
I'll be fine.. Even if I have to lie..
Clearly.. you've just been toying with me in the first place..
Irony..
I told him before.. In the end you're not gonna marry a malay girl.
All these two years are all FAKE !
Why did i even love him .. knowing I'm always hurt..
It was fine when i get to meet up with him..
Getting called crazy just for being worried.. paranoid..
When i shoved those words back at him... He does know he can't take it..
When i've silently all these months taken it in..
And I think why i return back to him..
was because i really did loved that army guy.. who cried during his bmt..
I really do missed him.. all these months.. where is he..?
Our song..I still cried listening to it..
I know i'm stupid.. he didnt love me in the first place..

2011-01-05T02:58:00.001+08:00

2011-01-04T21:28:00.002+08:00

Somehow.. i hate it when nights comes..

When its quiet i just cant sleep..

Think I'm going crazy in the head..

Its like its just talking to itself..

I've never been so aware that I'm so scared of these loneliness feelings..

There was always someone to talk to..

Thats why i feel a little stronger and kept myself from crying..

Ha.. I shouldn't depend on others so much..

I'm fine I'm strong..

For once .. just let the days past by fast..

2011-01-04T06:17:00.002+08:00

I shouldnt have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away,
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
And that you’re not here anymore
Otherwise it’s the same as before

Dear god..

make me feel strong..

why isnt my heart listening to the brain..

why is it just acting on its own...

let it sleep already..

why does this tears keep dropping..

why do memories keep flashing back..

why..

why cant i be strong when i'm alone...

why am i this weak when its cold and quiet..

just stop these memories flashing back..

stop this heart beating..

stop these tears..

it will stop right..? im strong i dont need anyone to bring me down..

i dont understand at all..

what should i do..

i hate all of them..

whether i do this or that..

i can never satisfied them..

when i stopped caring doesnt mean i dont freaking care..

erase my life..

2011-01-04T01:25:00.002+08:00

他的镜框留在
ta de jing kuang liu zai
His presence still lingers

某一节车厢
mou yi jie che xiang
In a certain train carriage

地下铁里的风
di xia tie li de feng
The wind from the train

比回忆还重
bi hui yi hai zhong
Is heavier than memories

整座城市一直
zheng zuo cheng shi yi zhi
The entire city is

等着我
deng zhe wo
waiting for me

有一段感情还在漂泊
you yi duan gan qing huan zai piao bo
As there is still a love relationship flowing around

对他唯一遗憾
dui ta wei yi yi han
The only regret towards him

是分手那天
shi fen shou na tian
Is that on the day of the break up

我奔腾的眼泪
wo ben teng de yan lei
My stubborn tears

都停不下来
dou ting bu xia lai
Won’t stop falling

若那一刻重来
ruo na yi ke chong lai
If that moment could repeat itself

我不哭
wo bu ku
I won’t cry

让他知道我可以很好
rang ta zhi dao wo ke yi hen hao
I can let him know I will be fine

我爱他
wo ai ta
I love him,

轰轰烈烈最疯狂
hong hong lie lie zui feng kuang
So powerful, so strong, the most passionate

我的梦
wo de meng
My dream

狠狠碎过却不会忘
hen hen sui guo que bu hui wang
Was harshly shattered yet I won’t forget

曾为他
ceng wei ta
I have once

相信明天就是未来
xiang xin ming tian jiu shi wei lai
Believed tomorrow is the future with him

情节有多坏
qing jie you duo huai
Despite how bad the situation is,

都不肯醒来
dou bu ken xing lai
I cannot come around

我爱他
wo ai ta
I love him,

跌跌撞撞到绝望
die die zhuang zhuang dao jue wang
Falling and crashing to hopelessness

我的心
wo de xin
My heart

深深伤过却不会忘
shen shen shang guo que bu hui wang
Was deeply hurt yet I won’t forget

我和他
wo he ta
He and I

不再属于这个地方
bu zai shu yu zhe ge di fang
No longer belong to this place

最初的天堂
zui chu de tian tang
The initial paradise

最重的荒唐
zui zhong de huang tang
Has become ridiculous

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
ru guo hai you yi han you zen mo yang ne
If there are still regrets what can I do

伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
shang le tong le dong le jiu neng hao le ma
Been hurt and then learnt does that mean I will be fine again?

曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
ceng jing yi kao bi ci de jian bang
We once leaned on each other’s shoulders

如今各自在人海流浪
ru jin ge zi zai ren hai liu lang
Today, we are individuals separated in the large ocean of people

我爱他
wo ai ta
I love him,

轰轰烈烈最疯狂
hong hong lie lie zui feng kuang
So powerful, so strong, the most passionate

我的梦
wo de meng
My dream

狠狠碎过却不会忘
hen hen sui guo que bu hui wang
Was harshly shattered yet I won’t forget

逃不開愛越深越互相傷害
tao bu kai ai yue shen yue hu xian shang hai
We cannot escape that he deeper the love, the deeper we hurt each other

越深的依賴越多的空白
yue shen de yi lai yue duo de kong bai
The deeper we rely on each other, then there are more white blanks

該怎麼去愛
gai zhe mu qu ai
How am I suppose to love?

我爱他
wo ai ta
I love him,

轰轰烈烈最疯狂
hong hong lie lie zui feng kuang
So powerful, so strong, the most passionate

我的梦
wo de meng
My dream

狠狠碎过却不会忘
hen hen sui guo que bu hui wang
Was harshly shattered yet I won’t forget

曾为他
ceng wei ta
I have once

相信明天就是未来
xiang xin ming tian jiu shi wei lai
Believed tomorrow is the future with him

情节有多坏
qing jie you duo huai
Despite how bad the situation is,

都不肯醒来
dou bu ken xing lai
I cannot come around

我爱他
wo ai ta
I love him,

跌跌撞撞到绝望
die die zhuang zhuang dao jue wang
Falling and crashing to hopelessness

我的心
wo de xin
My heart

深深伤过却不会忘
shen shen shang guo que bu hui wang
Was deeply hurt yet I won’t forget

我和他
wo he ta
He and I

不再属于这个地方
bu zai shu yu zhe ge di fang
No longer belong to this place

最初的天堂
zui chu de tian tang
The initial paradise

最重的荒唐
zui zhong de huang tang
Has become ridiculous

如果還有遺憾是分手那天
ru guo hai you yi han shi feng shou na tian
If there are still regrets, it’s that the day of break up

我奔騰的眼淚都停不下來
wo ben teng de yan lei dou ting bu xia lai
My stubborn tears won’t stop falling

若那一刻重來我不哭
ruo na yi ke zhong lai wo bu ku
If that moment I didn’t cry,

讓他知道我可以很好
ran ta zhi dao wo ke yi hen hao
I can let him know I will be fine

I love him By Ding Dang.

Never knew 2011 starts off this way..

What come ahead.. i ain't gonna look forward to it anymore..

Should i be happy with the decision? I myself do not know..

All i do know is.. I have to clear all these feeling that was left behind..

2011-01-03T17:12:00.002+08:00

It is me or this world getting cold..?

It is me or every last bits of warmth are fading away?

Should i try hard chasing this warmth with my feets all cold?

Should i try hard grabbing to this warmth with my hand uncontrollably shaking?

I tried giving in.. Whether i hold on still or just let it go.. the cold wont go away..

What about you?

Are you going through the same thing as me?

Did you hold me as how i held you? Maybe you did when at times i wanted to give it up..

You asked how long this feeling gonna last..?

From the moment these questions been asked to yourself.. it probably has ended already..

Why did we go on in the first place?

Because we both said it shouldnt have ended in the first place..?(Is it still true?)

I gave up in the end..

Not because of how many of my close ones suffered due to this man and woman relationship..

Neither because of how i wanting to stop giving in..

I'm .. I'm as just scared how terrifying or future gonna be..

Will our kids not suffered in our state?

Then i do not wished to hold on to this warmth..

It hurt .. it hurt going through the coldness alone..

But its just gonna hurt more seeing your love ones going through it..

Then goodbye would be the easiest word you have for me.. right?

2011-01-02T08:12:00.002+08:00

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday
I say Im okay but you really dont know how I feel
Do you think i'll be okay without you?
Are you okay without me?
The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Are we too late? Do we not have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this
Finally is it this? Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you?
I dont think I can do it. The love I find with you, I wont find it anywhere even if I die

What should I do? If it isnt you no one else can hold my heart
Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world tries to
No one can erase your memories. So please hold me

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Is it too late? Do we not have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know.

Another Korean song..
어떡하죠 - what should i do.

my eyes hurts..
my head feels like its splitting apart..
my heart feels numb..

i should be happy.. but i just cant help it feeling the opposite..

please please just take this emotions away...

2010-12-23T03:42:00.005+08:00

From the first time we met, I knew we would be friends
You had a different air than others that I knew
I am also alone in this world I’ve come to know
Finally, I’ve met someone like you

I know that I might’ve been a bit cold at times
But that was just the way I dealt with all my fears
You took the first step to show I don’t have to be alone
And now I, I know I love you

I will be waiting for you
Don’t care how long it may take
I will always be right here
When you need to laugh or cry

You let me know
When you are ready to love
And I will rush to your side
To sweep you into my arms

Maybe one day you’ll know the love that I’ve kept inside
I know love comes with pain; it’s so hard to erase
All that I’m asking is for you to let me stay here
Don’t be scared; you can lean on me

I will be waiting for you
Don’t care how long it may take
I will always be right here
When you need to laugh or cry

You let me know
And I will rush to your side
To sweep you into my arms

I know I’ve found the one when I look into your eyes
I will wait by your side till you can give me your heart

I will be waiting for you
Don’t care how long it may take
I will always be right here
When you need to laugh or cry

You let me know
When you are ready to love
And I will rush to your side
To sweep you into my arms

Irony..

I used to hate korean's song...

Somehow the translation of this songs is so nice.. well this song is called Starlight Tears.

2010-12-16T18:18:00.002+08:00

Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go
And you can see my heart beating

You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

A song that's been playing in my mind today..

It sad to be called crazy.. but i wonder why i'm crazy in the first place.

Oh well.. thanks sis for being there for me.. keeping my mind back to its place..

Enough said for today..

2010-12-16T01:45:00.002+08:00

hm.. not too emotional tonight..

been lacking sleep lately..

ugh.. wished i could just sleep so easily..

lol is it me or for some reason the time are passing by so slow..

time to get busy.. right.. that should help keeping my mind of him..

yep.. thats how i used to live my life..

i should do that .

2010-12-15T15:40:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift

In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Wondering why i've been humming this song lately..

2010-12-15T04:37:00.002+08:00

Ugh.. Its so late already..

Cant help but feeling this way..

Suddenly missing his scent..

Why am i so weak..?

Why do i keep crying when he doesnt feel the same way like he used to..

damn it.. what's wrong with this stupid heart.. why cant it just listen to my mind..

I cant seem to regain my confidence.. gawd this feels stupid and yet i'm still feeling this way..

like any other day.. just kept telling myself ..

Its okay to cry today, cuz tomorrow you'll have to smile.

but why.. even if i laughed so hard today i still end up crying at the end of the day..

It just felt so quiet.. ugh.. lets just try to sleep it off again.

2010-12-15T01:47:00.001+08:00

Its just gonna be like any other days...

words left unspoken..

if i were to tell you.. you would said i'm just like your mom..

who else can i voice out if its just aint you...

sigh.. just keeping it deep down will make you happy right..

whether i did this or that.. why are we becoming me distance..?

2010-10-16T18:41:00.002+08:00

2010..

What a year..

I may have gotten what i wanted.. really?

Well I'm sure I've lost two close friend of mine..

Am I feeling the regrets?

Yes.. A little.. 6 years of friendships and a year plus of friendship..

I used to blame them the last two years..

But somehow.. it feel empty knowing that there's no one to bicker or make fun anymore..

Well let's just be happy for both of them.. at the very least they'll have one less person to be a burden to them..

Though I felt bad.. due to my decision of breaking a friendship.. others got ignored by her as well..

Should I just make her feel happy once again by being friend with someone whom I can't get along with?

If I didn't break that friendship.. others wouldn't have gotten drag in would they?

Its clearly between me and that girl.. She can't even respect my decision when I've done it for her before.. Its fine if we break ties.. but why ignore others as well?

Its a few more months to go to 2011..

Times sure flew by fast..

sigh.

2010-10-03T06:04:00.002+08:00

Someone... Anyone.. Just poison me already.....

Of all people.. Why isn't it you who text me..

Why?

Am i that easy to be forgotten....?

Am i the only one having this one-sided feeling?

Why.....

Why is it so hard to feel happy?

It hurts to understand you..

It hurts so much to please you..

I'm going crazy worrying for a call or a text from you..

2010-10-03T05:58:00.000+08:00

You're too much..........................................................................

2010-09-30T04:07:00.002+08:00

Why.. why am i feeling that all I've tried to do isn't working..
Trying to dress up nicely to please him..
Making up..
Being more feminine instead of the childish me..
Just to try to get his warmth..

Its just felt like back then..
His words causes heartaches.. and all I've been doing is think of our happy moments to just heal up.
Was it on purpose? Or is he too dense about how I'm feeling towards him?

1st sis said I'm lucky to have him..
Because he took some trouble to rent car for me and even help out with my family's stuff.
Unlike 2nd sis' bf.. who I envy..
He would come everyday just to pamper my 2nd sis..
Though i wish he was half that way.. But I guess I'm glad i just have him for who he is..
Because I experienced many emotions when I'm with him..
Even though its not a sweet happy kind of relationship..
I'll be happy when he smile at me.

2010-09-27T02:27:00.001+08:00

If love had an equation, and you knew the solution,
Maybe we wouldn't hurt each other,
Maybe we wouldn't misunderstand each other,
And maybe we could just love.
Don't you think?

Forgot where i quote it from~

Today's weather~
Cloudy.

27Sept10

2010-09-25T05:33:00.003+08:00

Why do people blog?
Because they have so much of stuff to say, that there's no one to tell it to?
I don't know either..

Should i blog again?
I don't wish to keep everything to myself..
Then again, I don't wish to attract attentions..

Oh well just one post then..

What does a boy and a girl means to you?
Friends?
Couples?

When you were still friends, its seems nice to have you around..
No doubting the trust you had for each other..
No doubt that you'd become more dependable towards each other without noticing..
And without noticing it, Feelings for each other grows..Crush?Love?Hate?I don't know..
But if you were to say 'I like you'..
You'd think twice because whether the feelings were returned back or not..
Your friendship life will change and it will never be how it used to be.
Then it'd be too late too regret it.

When you started to become couples..
Bear in mind - Those first few dates felt like a never ending honeymoons..
But honeymoons doesn't stay long..do they?Weeks ? Months? Years? You decide it.
Its time for you to know the ugly sides of someone~
Unreliable?Distrustful?Paranoid?Short-tempered?
Overcome this and you'd have an eternity honeymoons~

Today's weather~
Slightly raining.

Every time when I'm expecting you to call or to text..
It didn't come.. Should I be feeling worried, angry, scared or just normal?
Somehow I just can't be normal at all.
When i gets paranoid, I would text you, or rang you up? I felt like I'm too over protective.
When i tried to act normal, I just crumbled silently.
Even though i know you're busy, I just can't help it but feeling low..
It feels stupid but yeah i know..

Its not that I wouldn't want to get a job..
But just looking at you working, We couldn't meet up like we used to..
Even when you're off, meeting up will be 50-50 chances..
When i was looking forward to it, I'll just disappoint myself in the end.
Because its either too late and of course you have other stuff to see to.
But I know it couldn't be help.. That's working life.
Once i get a job.. We will have lesser time to chat, texts, talk or even meet up.
Its already hard at the moment.
But hey I won't give up again no matter how hard it feels now.
Because you're the only one making me feel all messed up, and better? in your own ungentleman way~

Mum and Dad starting to depend on me now..
Spoilt-brat gotta start working now ~
Oh well .. Wish me luck in finding a good job~
Even if you didn't I'll just find a way for you to do that for me when we meet up ~

25Sept1o'

2009-03-19T11:42:00.002+08:00

Another day past by..
17 more days to go till the big day?
i would prefer 9, 999, 999 days till the big day ..
so that i will always looking forward for the big day with him..

yesterday i lost my ring..
tragedy always happens ..
i lost my ring , relationship will be affected..
i dont know why.. its like a cursed?

but thank god i found it..
i just hope our relationship wont be affected like the tragedy which i'm afraid of..

each day i'm so addicted to him..
Just dont want us to be apart from him..
I'll go crazy..
Its not because he took anything from me..
but he took my soul from me..
and if he ever leave me one day..
i'll be indebted to him..
yea if you're counting about money..
my whole life i cant even repay him with all my money..
cuz those memories with him cost more then just money..

l0l for me to find job to pay..
l0l hard to say..
yes i'm unreasonable..
i just felt like i'm gonna spend lesser time with him..
it scares me.. first i'm jealous with is his bikes..
2nd his mom for being close to him..
3rd his friends..

gawd.. something is wrong with me..
and yea.. i did make frens with guys in the games..
i just cant keep away from making friends..
either helping or wad..
in the end i'm always in the wrong..

ahax.. i love making friends..
but its hard to trust any of them..
and the only person i can trust is marcus..
if he's gone.. who else can i trust?
my life will be in jeopardize (or wadever its being spell)

Friend and my other part..
of course.. i will treat friends much more hm.. caring..
because.. my other part..
i have to show him my bad sides too..
so he can stay with me forever ..
knowing my bad sides..

i'm sorry baby.. hunny is sometimes only thinking of hunny's ownself..
ya true each of us have our own problems..
but just chatting online and messaging or calling isnt enough for hunny..
seeing hubby with friend makes hunny jealous..
so thats is why hunny is always quarreling with hubby..
giving attitude to hubby sometimes pains hunny..
but hunny dont know why my always attitude hubby..
its habit and hunny love doing it
but its hard to make hubby to console hunny ._.
or to like soften hunny's heart l0l..
well hubby did 60% of it xP
the other 40% hunny not satisfied l0l..

oh well..
i will still love him..
if he wanna go on his ways again..
and i go my way..
i'll make sure we'll cross path =)

so..

If you get there before i do..
Dont give up on me..
I'll meet you went my chores are through..
I dont know how long i'll be..
But i'm not gonna let you down..
Darling wait and see..
And between now and then till i see you again..
I'll be loving you..
Love me,

2009-03-18T14:29:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since i last post in the blog..
Currently having a 3 weeks holiday..
Yea ~ Just kind of finish my Maths paper ..
You could say about a week ago..

So now currently rotting at home..
18 more days till the big day..
A little sad in between but quite happy as the days coming by..
Ahax oh well..

I change my blog songs..
Guess its too much but i'll still love them though..
so here are the 3 songs i added ~

Insomnia ~ by Craig David
Tifa's Theme ~ from Final Fantasy 7
Love, Me ~ by Collin Raye

Just feel like putting them here..
The last song a little bit of emotional for me heh ~
But it does carry alot of meaning of a couple true love ~

Guess thats all for today..

Recently Add :~
Songs ~

2009-01-05T20:45:00.002+08:00

Happy 9th months anniversary Baby !

Ahh..
Today was indeed a tiring day..
You can say a shocking, happy, surprise, and boring day too !

ahax..

Basically today..
Our ite tamp.. having both higher nitec and nitec intake..
First time our school is taking nitec..
both of the classes are.. Media design and space design..
wonders whats that?
because i also dont know..
l0lx..

Both me and wei xi kaypo kaypo see the new 1st year students..
because.. wei xi dont like one of her junior who came in our school..
so she showing me.. l0lx..
omfg.. like tomboy :o

Then we disturb Eng hui on her Bridge Leader jobs l0lx..
Eng hui is a friend of roller blading CCA..
help-ed her once then become friend le ^o^.
4 People from my class became Bridge leaders..
And they are..
~ Imran the joker..
~ Nasri the dancer..
~ Fadly the absentee..
~ Sahil the Simpson..

I also dont know why my friend call him simpson LOL..
maybe he look like one? dont know oh..

Patrick lesson .. as usually the only lessons that make me keep nodding down man..
l0lx..
then maths..
oh my god..
its logarithm..
without pencilbox.. (thanx to wei xi)
l0lx.. and also calculator..
we completely leech-ed workings from teacher.. l0l..
tomorrow need to brush up my maths le..

then suddenly jie jie call-ed..
saying the house phone was enggage..
then quickly call-ed home..
true enough that the phone was enggage-d..
call-ed cousin to check-ed on mummy..

and guess what?
mummy didnt put the phone properly..
aiyo..

then heard about baby's interview-ed..
hopefully.. not stay in ba..
even if stay in.. hopefully..
every night can come out awhile pei his mummy ahax..
and i'm so going to miss him..

about job..
ask-ed a friend in class how he's working at the airport..
maybe me, cousin and wei xi going to join..
then had talk with cousin..
found out.. she might be continuing her studies in a few months to come..

so maybe find work near cousin's papa..
at the post office..
hopefully can spend my time wisely while baby doing his national service..

tommorrow 1st jie coming to plug off internet..
so cousin can play her laptop here..
then niece and nephew coming over..
because 1st jie going to pei 2nd jie take bike..

just heard from cousin that jie fu lost job because of a problem which partially came from him..
not trying to be bias..
because i dont really like him though..
hm.. should be thats all for today ba..

Not looking forward for tomorrow..
but hopefully lifeskills..
change teacher le..
starting school at 930am..
so need to wake up around 8 to get ready !
alright ..

~ updations ~
* picture of ring *

Hunny love ya baby ! Muacks !
Happy 9th moths anniversary once again !

2009-01-04T09:30:00.014+08:00

Ahax..
Finally we did our love party for our cuphea ring.. ahax..
After great pains of retrieving just an account l0lx..

Got to say poor my baby yea..
He wasted quite a lot of money to
just top up his a-cash l0lx :X
In the end the a-cash can be used up in one night l0lx..

alright i'm going to show all the pictures
i have taken for the love party..
The first try till our second try (:

And and i finally reach main !
woohoo so happy x_x xP !

The day i took this picture..
Is the day marcus' account was frozen ahax..

Getting pump up for our very first try in the long months ahax..
Its Sad samba ~ 120 bpm.
And here we have our 2nd heart ! :o
ahax forgotten to take the 1st heart picture..
too busy stress-ed up l0l

And here we have our 3rd heart !
Hahax

And here comes the 4th heart..
with barely a min plus to end the songs..

:o
Love Party fail-ed..
Beacuse we are short with one heart combo. :(
Ahax .. Fret not !
We can make it the next time round !

Ahax !
Look at the requirements !
Love Perfect we need 3 hearts!
Perfect 12 ~
A combine score of 180 000 :o
We definitely going to upgrade our ring !
ahax.

And here we go !
With our 1st combo perfect !
How many more to come?
Figure it out yourself !

A 2nd heart came up !
Last heart to go !
Go Go ! ahax

Yay !
We pass-ed our love party !
Below are the extra perfect combo ~

Look at his face :x

Hohoho !
Look at the 1st name !
-MS-Minnie !
xP

And finally they success of the Love Party !
I would like to gratx my baby marcus..
And say thank you for my mei to witness our love party x3

Thats all for today ~

Hopefully i'm going to change my ring's picture on the blog tomorrow if i go the time..

And oh.. school reopens.. gotta keep busy ahax..

Ciao ~

2009-01-01T07:28:00.003+08:00

A morning post to a brand new year of 2oo9 !

Ahax !

Firstly ,

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

so whats' up your sleeve for 2oo9 guys ?!

Ahh.. with a brand new year.. comes with a journey which is unknown to us..
and only we, the people close around you will be the one which will take us through the journey of 2oo9..

So what kinds of journey will you take ? xP
Happy? sad? revenge (hopefully no :o) ahax..

So live life to the fullest people !
Because i'm gonna live my life to the fullest and overcome any difficulties what lies ahead !

If i can do it xP
So can you !

And i'm happy to have memories of 2oo8 with marcus x3 , my gans stacy , belinda, frenships with the --o and alot more ahax..
Without them.. 2oo8 could be a dull year for me..

So ! 2oo9 here we come ! xP

2008-12-28T12:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,

Woke up around 8plus..
Then go audi chiong to main ahax..
Since its early.. i went to free 1.. Then play-ed with a many peoples such as, Potion, Chime..
Then there's a couple.. forgot the name.. She shout-ed my ign :o..

She say.. ~ Minniee !
Then i repli-ed ~ o.o?
She say ~ Is your couple online? Want to tag heart?
I repli-ed ~ He's still sleeping oh.. so no..

woots~ Then we continue playing 8k.. :)
Then i got sick of it.. my 30% exp when up a little..
Then i leave the room search for a db4.. and chance upon one..
:o and thus.. i met -SNOW-Palex, -VIP-OREO, --HS-GENE- (later change to his main. -Accepttt), something something called dark, My mei -D-silent who came later..then the Dj of the room -LMC-Yoshiki. We play-ed db4.. and i kept getting 2nd last or either 3rd last :(..
In the end they tried 1 song of db8.. muhahaha.. guess what?
I got first l0lx !!
Then they all know i'm good at 8keys -.-
Then change back to db4..
That snow hurt her shoulder.. still want to keep playing 190, 188..
Oh my god bully !
Then i requested 80bpm (Freestyle Y) muhaha.. i first L0L !

Apparently.. they cant really play slow songs l0lx ! POWER AR !
Then.. we continue to play.. until pale say wanted to play couple since her shoulder in pain..
And they change.. Good timing.. my mei came.. so i watch at the observation slot and give my mei my slot.. Accepttt couple-d with snow, mei with yoshi, Dark with oreo..
L0L an the winner is ..

*drums roll*

v

v
v
v
Accepttt with Snoww !! L0L but only in heart not at score ahax..
Then oreo got to go..
Then got no choice but to play one round .. ._.
Then baby online he angry and sad '-'
Guess i shouldnt have play-ed couple with them ._. should have stop them..

sighx..

woohoo the important and exciting part of the day !
My baby ask-ed me out to peng's house to eat ~
They we meet each other around 3 plus..
heee !
i miss him so much..
wouldnt know what will happen if he really get to stay in :(
talk about that later ..

then then.. we proceed to peng's house !
Then once reach.. l0l the house was *thumbs up*
ahax..
both of them deciding whether to eat out or eat at home ahax..
while my baby is playing a game l0lx.. i end up.. helping him to die :x

Hee ! bleahhh !
L0L then they finally decided to eat at home..
So we went to the NTUC.. to get whatever stuff is there~

Lol .. fucking funny !
looking at both my baby and peng.. can die by laughing l0lx !
l0lx.. and so we bought..
~ 2 packs of tou fu (dont know la)
~ 1 cardboard of 2 sotongs
~ 2 packs of chicken which comes with 2 free box of nuggets
~ 1 pack of shrimps
~ 2 pack of hotdogs
~ 2 packs of crabstick
~ 1 cabbage l0l
~ 2 packs of potatoes
~ 1 pack of tomatoes
~ some italian dressing , chillies, oil and
OH MY FUCKING GOD..
we forgotten about hubby's choco pie !!! L0L

then reach home my baby wanted to eat the choco pie.. but peng go hid it in his wardrobe LOL !
omg he bullying my baby !

LOL !
Then we became his slave in the kitchen ahax..
Love looking at my baby xP
Hee !
especially the part where his face got flour !

Then me and marcus went down to buy drinks..
LOL.. we bought chips, kinder bueno, and ice cream .
And enjoy ourselves la at the block LOL !
HUNGRY SIA l0l !

ahax
when we came back ..
peng's fren is done with the salad..
and.. ks..
doing something to the potatoes ..
l0lx

then after all the chaostic evening we finally stood down and have our dinner..
chit chat.. laugh laugh ahax !

fun fun !
it was more fun when i was with my baby over there :P

ty baby !
love ya alot alot ahax ! Muacks !
and he won in risk LOL !
Thats all for today xP

2008-12-26T20:47:00.002+08:00

Aloha ~

Let see..
Today i woke up around 9 plus ..
saw my little baby's msg :)
Then think of a way ..
how to get out of house today l0lx !

Because i'm going to accompanying my baby see his doctor :o
x.x
Jab jab again x.x

So i did thought of my plan..
and told mummy truthfully where i'm going xP
HEE! *I FEEL GOOD* l0lx !

Then got a msg from baby ..
And call hubby.. and it was 1230..

Hubby said.. "Hunny.. Hubby will be going at 1."
And i was like :o
I'M GOING BE LATE !
l0lx !

And in the end i'm late :x
because when my baby msg saying.. "Hubby reach le."
I was only at Outram Park LOL !
quickly did the brisk walk ! WooHooo!

ahax made my little baby wait so long :x
Sorry baby x_x
Then proceed to alexandra hospital ~
Then to his physiotherapy x.x *dont know how to spell* :x

waited awhile till the doctor call for Wong You Wan xP !
then accompany hubby inside..
and suddenly felt sick :s
Feel nauseous when looking at the doctor checking hubby's wrist x_x

Hubby saw i like wasn't feeling well..
Then he asked me to wait outside..
x_x broke in cold sweat l0lx..
but felt better after waiting outside..

Wait and wait xP
and OH ! Here comes marcus after his another jab on the wrist !
*ouch x_x*
Hopefully he wouldn't need to ask for another appointment to have his 3rd jab
sighx..

Then we proceed to the canteen to eat !
I ate Nasi lemak l0l ! put hot dog, fish cake and curry !
While baby ate kway teow goreng! put veg, fish, egg and many more cant remember :x

Hee..
Then we bought 12 kuih ! l0lx i forgot the name x.x
4 chocolate !
2 kaya !
2 tuna ! *one give to marcus' mummy*
2 peanut !
2 cheese !
total of $10 !

heee
alot right ?!

Thats all for today!
Cant wait for tomorrow !
can finally go back a little late xP

*~update of wishlist xD

2008-12-25T22:21:00.007+08:00

Oh my GOD !

i'm sorry x.x
for my hubby's sake i'm gonna start posting again !
sorry baby !!

ok ok !

today was .. how do i say it.. a day that i would never forget :)
because i think.. this is the only day i'm happy throughtout the days i went out with marcus..
dont know why x.x
sometimes moody moody because of little stuff..

sigh !

OMG ! Just look at how messy the table is xP!
HEE ! some one posing sia !
And i love that guy who is smiling !!!

envy the food !
Muhahahaha !
That's marcus's food !
a noodle noodle kind l0lx..
Taste nice oh !

Eekk !
Someone took a photo of me !
I'm gonna kill that photographer!
L0L :x
Hee kind of eating then kana shoot :o

Promoting BBQ baby snapper with full oh chilli sauce!
L0L..
and that my main dish xP

Hee fruit brownie? I think so..
i dont like the ice cream l0l..
Me and marcus cant finish our dessert l0lx!
too full x.x

Thank you baby for the surprise !
Merry christmas to all !
cant wait to meet my baby again xP

2008-12-20T17:57:00.002+08:00

hello !
I'm going to do a tag by Stacy GirlFrenn ! :)
Ok i'm starting !

~1. What is your full name?
- Noorashikin Binte Md. Tahir

~2. Do you like your first name?
- Erm.. yea.. but kind of long l0l.. *suffers in exam* haha!

~3. How long have you liked the person you currently liked?
- hMm.. can say.. 10 months ! the first to months as a dada :x then the following months as my baby xP!

~4. Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
- :x yea .. just now l0lx.. hee *shy* :x

~5. Did you cry today?
- waking up got tears in my eyes.. counted ? :x

~6. What were you doing at 8am this morning?
- cant remember.. either was still sleeping or half-sleeping L0L!

~7. What were you doing an hour ago?
- Riding CBR150 with Marcus l0lx !

~8. What are you currently doing now?
- Erm.. doing this..
- Watching tv ..
- Listening songs (:

~9. Who last texted you a message?
- My baby Marcus ahax .

~10. Have you told anybody that you love them today?
- Yea. I did .

~11. Do you miss anyone now?
- Yup.. alot of people.. !

~12. Any plans for tomorrow?
- hMm.. going toa pa yoh accompanying marcus :)

~13. What was the reason the last time you cried?
- should be quarreling with hubby :(

~14. Is anyone with you now?
- My baby cat counted?

~15. Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C?
- Let me see.. C.. hMm.. CAT !? yup i kissed her alot of time :)

~16. Name someone who make you smile today, how?
- MARCUS! l0lx for his bodohness :)

~17. Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z' .
- Erm classmates.. zaidi

~18. Which of your friend stays closest to you?
- My cousin :) very near LOL !

~19. Do you prefer call or text?
- Text mostly !
- Call is fed - up!!

~20. Was yesterday better then today?
- Hmm.. maybe yes maybe no l0lx..

~21. Can you live a day without your tv or your phone?
- hm.. tv can.. phone cannot!

~22. Are you still mad about anything now?
-Hmm .. Not really le..

~23. Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?
-Hmm.. maybe yes i guess? For me and marcus is not relationships but husband & wife already :)

~24. Last person you visited in the hospital?
- I think my cousin? cant remember anyone else l0lx..

~25. When is your last hug and second last hug?
- Today :)

~26. What does the last text message in your inbox says?
- Call babe

~27. How do you feel about your life now?
-Hmm.. nothings matters more then having marcus in my life :)

~28. Do you hate anyone?
- Myself :o for something :x

~29. Last person you called?
- Marcus marcus marcusy marcus !

~30. Who usually sent you the most texts in a month?
- Lets see.. a guy name sucraM !

~31. Is your room messy now?
-Nope !

~32. Who will you be mad if your room is messy?
- No one .. cuz its me who always mess things up :x

~33. Your shortest relationship?
- o.o with my cat T.T for 1 minute :(

~34. Who do you look like?
- Let see ~ Shikin !

~35. Are you a happy or a sad person?
- Depends on the weather :)

~36. Do you know people who jack-off constantly?
- i only know jack-ass LOL ~

~37. Who do you constantly tease and why?
- Marcus Wong You Wan ! because he so the ~~fucking~~ cute !

~38. Do you hate the person you mentioned above?
- OF course ! I hate him so much ! Because he made me love him too much !

~39. If you could time travel, where and when will you want to go to?
- My moms' womb.. in 1985 l0lx ! :x

~40. Tag 10 people to do this ~
-MWYW <3
- Belinda tomato :)
- Stacy girlfriend again again !
- Vivian girlfriend !
- Yaya my little cousin !
- Daniel
- Wei xi ! :)
- TXY :)
- Lxy :)
- no more le :(

2008-11-23T22:48:00.002+08:00

~Wishes ~

I wish for joy & laughter :)
I wish for a birthday song from someone :)
I wish for a never endless money x)
I wish to rebond my hair :(
I wish for no LP lessons
I wish for freedom
I wish for a laptop :)
I wish for him right now :(
I wish for many many a-cash :)
I wish for holiday :]
I wish for no wishes..
Because wishes.. never do came true :)

Nights,

Shikin

2008-11-18T18:31:00.013+08:00

Ahax..
today only posting picture only xP..

But still you're loved my baby x3

My little nephew eating Fries..

Its him eating Fries again !
Cute right ?!

My nephew with Ronald McDonald..
He's actually scared l0l..
My sis ask him to say cheeeseeeeeeeeeeeee!

My nephew and my Niece hugging each other..
l0l..
is i ask my Niece to hug her Brother

My little cousin..with my nephew and niece..x3

Another piCtures of cousin, yaya , nephew, Matin, & Niece, Nai'mah.
Cousin playing twist at Nephew l0lx !

L0L..
My cousin, Aishah!
OMG.. She's playing with my Niece baby doll !!!! :X

Secret shot of my cousin :x..
and now she's angry that i post her in my blog x_X

My niece, my 2nd sister(pretty l0l) and my nephew..
All posing LOL !

Thatx all for today x)

2008-11-16T17:52:00.007+08:00

Meet my baby marcus at 2 plus..
it was drizzling so we slack and eat cheese ball kind of snacks.. woohoo..

Then we brave the rain and go to Tampines Mall..
to watch movie ..
in the end we went to eat at pasta ManiaC :x !

As you can see on top..
the left one is mine..
while the right one is marcus'
we were trying to make the background look a little nicer l0lx :x

hee hee..

then we took quite a number of pictures at the carpark :x

top view photo of me and marcus!

I caught him red-handed !
Only he knows my dirty little secret :x

My BaBy MonYet on his bike !
woohoo !
hot !

A picture of me on MarCus bike x3

Another picture of me..
Just a little brighter ahax !

Thats all for today folks :)

2008-11-15T20:09:00.006+08:00

Yesterday my baby gave me an handphone :o
for my birthday ! (still long) i bugged him too much..
wanna see?
well.. its only a sample picture though x_x
heee
see below !

Thank you baby for the phone !
even though you also need one.. you bought for hunny this phone..
Thank you so much hubby !

ahax.. after that.. i dont know how to install x_x
so need baby help again :x
hunny ma fan yea!
ahax..

after can use the usb..
keep taking pictures..
....
...
..
.
Of course not my pictures !
ahax.. some pictures..
look at it and see ya :)

Its a puzzle made by Marcus!
quite long time ago ahax :x
There's a date of my birth.. and..
Marcus o5o4o8 Shikin (drawn by Marcus while at
camp)*must tell his sir*

The original .. & The sepia ;o

Okie dokie..Thats all for today x3

2008-11-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

nowadays keep having a quarrel with hubby..
sigh..
probably i just dont understand his need..

earlier on this evening.. quarrel with him over coming to my house..
and i was like computer first him second..
his words a little woken me up though..
i neglect his thinking..

then in cabal..we had a tiff too..
because of my friend joining cabal..
guess i should have told him sooner..
sigh..

then came the go in without telling him..
and the phone call..
i guess.. this time i really had push my limit too far..

and now..
i dont know what to say..
but i just wanted to apologise to my hubby for treating ya this way ..
hunny will try to make up for today..
sorry baby

2008-11-06T21:15:00.002+08:00

Marcus want a little shikin o.o..
While i want a little marcus..

Baby !
boy boy first !
boy can take care of girl girl !
ahax
thinking far-fetched le :x

ahax
wee..
i managed to hang on to c proggraming..
thought it was a hard subject.. but ot really..
hope i can ace it..
just my attendance.. ahax.. going to the danger red zone le..
cant help it la..
life skill sux..
saded..
by next week must be positive and go for life skills..
sigh..

ahax..
cant help..
but to fall deeper for ya :o
ahax.. hee
hunny not shy come read read ! xp
hao la.. end of post xP
muacks baby x3

2008-11-05T16:16:00.002+08:00

Today is a happy day for me and my baby of course ahax..
ahax.. no maths lesson YAY !
so we slack at safra..

i suspect my baby jealous !
ahax.. well i love him more than i love wei xi :x opps
scandal bahahax :p
heee..

then accompany wei xi to get her pay..
eee .. she become richer then me le x_x
wan to work..
but no commitment bahahax..
because i'm such a lazy piggie ..
DUH !
xP

just wanna say
Happy 7th Month anniversary my baby sweetie
Ps. I DONT WAN G-STRING T_T
for something.. its meant to be forgotten.. be forgotten please..
dont keep popping in and out of my life please..
i'm happy as it is for now..
dont ruin it again..

2008-11-04T19:37:00.002+08:00

mmm.. tomorrow will be a special day for marcus and me ahax..
its of course our 7th month anniversary xP

oh my god ! its fast right?
well i cant wait to live together with him ahax..
dont know why.. but very happy xP
ahax.. crazy le!

hee..
dont know what will happen to me one day without him x.x
pretty grown attach to marcus le ahax..
mMm.. xp
i love him so much ..

if only we could walk freely hand in hand..
ahh the feeling would be great man!

oo suddenly remember about something really touch and sad though..
ahax.. its was a few months back..
he say it when we went to the beach..
that he would prefer me to die first..
because he wouldnt want me to watch him die first..
and left me alone..

until now..
each time i remember this ..
i feel like crying though..
because i also wouldnt want him to watch me die first..

ahax.. thinking to much x-x
its a wonderful day so lets be happy =]
thats all for today muack ~

2008-11-03T20:51:00.002+08:00

Ever wonder what future may brings?
ahax normal..
because i'm one of them :)

hmm..
but nothing in life can be as perfect as to fantasy.
how we wish? l0lx

been ages since i last post..
and starting to talk nonsense stuff :o
ahax..

i'm happy with life as it is for now..
because i have my love one near me :)

thank you baby for worrying about hunny so much..
though hunny always being the stubborn type .. always want to win .. x.x
ahax..

hee dont know what to post.. ahax..
thats all the craps ba xP
cya ~

2008-10-11T16:49:00.002+08:00

Hey~
Just got back and decided to post..
:o (she must be mad because thats not her..suddenly so hardworking l0lx)

Alright here we go ..

Woke up at 93o by Marcus thè alarm clock ! (bahahax) :x
Alright.. woke up.. take my clothes..
Alamak.. mummy inside the toilet.. @_@
Then after mummy went out..
She asked ~: *What time is your friend coming?*
Me on the other hand was shock-ed?!
She was saying about my baby marcus l0lx..
I reply~: *maybe at night?*

*saw sis alighting from her bike*
*quickly got out from house*

in the end met sis at the staircase...
She also ask-ed.. ~: *What time your friend coming?*
i repli-ed ~: *At night?*

Then i wait for my baby at the usual spot ahax..
Told him about what happen earlier..
OH my GOD!?
He look-ed stress after i told him about it..
ahax.. i love it man! x3
ahax..

At first we thought of going my house..
In the end.. the weather seems like about to rain so we proceed on to our plans..
bahaax..

We had our fun.. oh my god.. when marcus was resting.. he was snoring ahax..
while i was massaging his head.. oh my god so cute!?
HE ATE MY MAMEEE T_T
BAD BABY BAD BAD !!
:x

hee *peace*
ahax then my baby send me home..
at first thought of coming to my house then.. dont want le..
because the weather not on our side..

oh my god the wind is so nice..
it will a good time to be at the beach man!
ahax..

haishh..
if only we can go out freely.. :[
mummy says no hold hands la..
cannot send he home if he come to our house la..
cannot be close to him la..
wait other people see la..
haishh..
dread going home....

thats all for today i guess..

I love to hear ya snoring..
I love seeing the stress look on ya face..
I love everything that ya do..
Because..
You are my baby !x3

2008-10-10T20:39:00.003+08:00

Initially.. lazy to post .. ahax..
since i'm browsing people's blog.. just post ba..

mm let see..
today i woke up around 9plus.. due to friend's msg.. then cant sleep ahax..
then decided to wash up.. then go online.. stone awhile ..
then level up my force shielder to level 45..
so long oh my god..
tooked me a few quest to level up ~_~

then hubby online l0lx..
then we cabal.. sudden lag :o
audi also lag oh my god..
what is the asiasoft doing?!

woo..
my baby selling elena.. mm..
a few people intrested le.. ahax
gonna miss elena soon o..

anyways.. i cant wait for tomorrow..!
speaking about tomorrow..
SCHOOL STARTING SOON?! @_@
holy... good game liao bahahax..

The smile on his face, melts my hearts.
The hugs he gave,makes me feel his warmth.
The shoulder he gave, its nothing more then a pillow. :x
The kisses he gave, never fails to make me smile.
The love he gave, means everything to me.
Without him, my baby Marcus, i wouldn't have experience all this.

2008-10-09T23:41:00.002+08:00

phew ~
Lets talk about what happen today xP

woke up early.. not that early..
read one manga awhile.. *forgot the title of the comic*
then saw hubby online ahax..
we went to cabal our alternates..
l0lx..

then around 11plus.. (still cabal-ing)
my cousin came to my house.. :o
*shock & panic*
l0lx.. told hubby then quickly rush and took a bathe..
while cousin help mummy to move the mattress l0lx

long day ~.~
finally 6 beatiful ladies arrived at my house..
well of course i'm all ready except for my hair -_-
l0lx.. those 6 beautys are.. saiidah, shikin, erma, amalina, atikah & atirah(atikah's sister)
ahax.. x)

oh my god.. guess what?!
both saiidah and shikin steal all my sweets T_T
rawrs x_x bully T_T
shikin almost whip out all the snacks LOL..
piggy them !
erma keep calling me darling darling l0lx ..
for cousin.. her name is fatin also called as aishah(only use when relative call her)..
poor cousin l0lx.. always help me x_x
i'm always clumsy no doubt..
haishh..
call hubby before leaving ahax..
feeling bad for leaving him though .. ._.

then we all proceed to cousin's house..she lend me her hair straightening..
at first cousin was helping me with my hair..
l0lx.. in the end erma help me ..
ask her stop she still continue ahax..
then the rest.. either <u>stealing sweets or playing with toy cat l0lx..
called hubby again ahax..
yea right.. i'm annoying x_x
found that he was playing audi..
ahh ok.. a little sad though ahax..

phew~ ahax..
then we proceed on to izzaty's house !
woo tummy rumbling le.. x_x
reach there.. then chat chat chat...
until izzaty's mom called us to eat..
also found out hubby eating bread only ._.
that little shagua..
ate mee and rice there..
shikin ... oh my god la she.. eat so many prawns ~.~
erma feeding me too much of chicken T_T
*look at tummy* T_T fat le
then keep pestering izzaty to eat again l0lx :x

then we proceed to osman's house..
a friend from secondary school..
went to his house.. his mother say he's not in..
ahax.. well its ok l0lx..
then was waiting for him under the block..and chat chat chat..
and decided to call hubby again x_x
ya ya ya i'm being annoying again..
maybe i shouldnt have disturb him ..

then saw osman..
and he ask us to go to his house..
his mother.. like anti-social..
didnt come out de..
then we girls chat among ourselves ..
ahax..

then we went to the bus stop to take 132..
chat with hubby again.. while chatting disturb erma who was talking on the phone..
i thought she was talking to her bf.. in the end.....
its her mother lurhx LOL :x
*pai sey* x_x

took 132.. alight at the wrong stop..
then got to walk a long way..
now we are going to ismail's house..
old classmate from normal academic..
he's also amalina's old flame ahax..

woo he got black cat..
of course..
we cant resist the temptation..
but to disturb the cat ! LOL

over there we ate noodle.. oh my god..
so full already x_x
then cousin like giving a little attitude..
she sitting at the sofa.. while all move to the dining table le..
well obviously.. we cant be rude right?
go people house at least eat a little lurhx..
in the end.. she cant finish..
what to do .. i help her finish T_T
*forcing*
ahax..
then after that talk to hubby again..
was talking about bikes over the phone..
cant really hear him though.. cuz its noisy and stuff ..

then proceed to atikah's and amalina's house..
we try to waste time at both their houses..
cuz its kind of too early..

and guess what we saw at amalina's house?!
A BIG BEAR BEAR CAT LOL..
the cat hiss at saiidah ROFL.. :x
i'm bad yea i am..
then carry the cat oh my god !
quite heavy and nice to cuddle x_x !
LOL..
ask cousin to took picture of the cat.. :x
lol

ohmygod.. post too long.. lazy to post le x_x
last but not least.. we went to cikgu hawa house..
then we took pictures at the garden..
then went separates ways..
cuz some still going to the last house..
but i'm going home..

then found out hubby coming over..
so meet hubby awhile..
and talk about bikes ahax..
gawd x_x i miss him so much!
cant wait for saturday though ahax..

A confession to be made..
I'M WILLING TO BE THE GIRL OF YOUR LIFE BABY x3

2008-10-08T17:35:00.003+08:00

Been audi-ing since 8 - 12..
then went to cabal while chatting with karla ..
ahax..
training my blader..now
hopefully before reaching level 1o can reach apprentice..
but i doubt so.. ahahax.. maybe by level 11 can reach liao ..
keep punching ! woohoo..
LOL siao..

then accompany my jie buy food and stuff..
then bought mee goreng for mummy.. and kway teow goreng for myself..
hee.. full .. *rubs tummy* hee
the thunder so terrifying x_x so loud..
send jie down to her bike..
then back to continue cabal-ing..

waiting for my baby back.. then maybe off to cabal !
woohoo ~

Marcus baby ~ can shikin be the girl of your life? *innocent look*hee
o5o4o8 a day which brought Marcus the bodoh and Shikin the awesome together

2008-10-07T17:40:00.004+08:00

Woke up late today hee..
didnt have a good sleep x_x
body all aching..
and it wasnt a good dream ~.~

omg today so boring ~
and its tuesday ~
let see....
5 more days to school :o

haishh..
today basically keep playing audi ..
checking of forums.. (for new updates)
lightrose level up to 12 phew..~

now waiting for baby xiao zhu to be back ..
then cabal le ahahax..
hopefully no lag ba..

mummy making a fuss this morning ~_~
cuz cant find my birth certificate..
in the end its in my room cupboard ~ *rofl*
hee..

:o end of post xP

Marcus is being chased by hungry Shikin
("v") ~*~@ o5o4o8 @~*~ ("v")
tummy pain x_x *cuz keep hitting it :x*

2008-10-06T13:42:00.003+08:00

ahh ..
Monday blues @_@
l0lx.. !

Oh my gaWd ! x_x
Left one more week to school !? *Holy No X_X*

Just heard from wei xi.. that..
13th of october which is next monday @_@
1st lesson would be sport & wellness ! :o
Holy No ! Physical Education First in the morning ?! and somemore MONDAY?!
*sue the government* :x

ahax l0l X_X
cant say that i'm not looking forward to school though..
better then staying and rotting at home D:
would be better if everyday were to meet my baby ! hee Xiao zhu ! xP

Bored bored !
going to 2pm..
heard that hubby gonna have physical activities at 4 .
ahax poor baby !
i love seeing ya sweating ! :x
hee..

dunno wad to post le..
currently stoning ~
anyways i'm going back to stoning l0lx

Mickey is being loved by Minnie ~
("v")"v") o5o4o8 ("v")"v")

2008-10-05T19:09:00.003+08:00

ahh..
Still alive O.O l0ls =X
Ahax..

When out with my baby boy ! x3
ahax..
Wo0ts ! Its our 6th month anniversary already ?!
Time really do flies fast o? mMm.. *stops time with magic pinkie :x*
L0Ls

ahax :x
baby .. bout this morning sorry for casuing ya moody x.x
hunny over demanding nowadays..
x.x need your attention like 24/7 X.X
hee.. :x

But !
I will still love ya !
I will still cry for ya :x
I will still suffer with ya!
And everything that have got to be with ya ! (will confirm try to squeezie in) :x
bAhaAHAha!

anyways baby.. this is for ya !

Happy 6th anniversary to ya !
Happy 6th anniversary to ya!
Happy 6th anniversary to ya, Baby !
Happy 6th anniversary to ya !

AND Hunny loves ya baby !

2008-08-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

0laa~

Today woke up late x.x
was suppose to wake hubby up.. but then handphone was charging.. and so far away..
didnt realise it hubby msg before going to camp and after reaching the camp x.x
gawd x.x

its 945 already and cant wake up x.x body felt heavy heavy the sort of feeling..
msg hubby then wei xi..
wei xi say she gonna be late LOL..
i still told her.. i haven bathe and taking my own sweet tyme x.x
hee..
in the end reach skool bout 111o..
quite late le hor..
was suppose to be there at 1045 x.x
hee.. ;D

l0l0l0ls !
was so sick ar.. sound change .. abit low kind of voice l0ls..
phew heng no sore throat le hehe.. ;3

then we proceed for lunchie ..
*and was there in CNC class for just awhile l0ls.. until 1130 then go lunch*
powEr ar !
LOL !! but there's still others later then me..

lunchie~
no appetite o.. but wei xi say eat porridge ba..
but no appetite for porridge either x.x
so in the end ate kway tE0w H0nG k0Ng .. not bad l0ls.. kind of crunchie ..
think got the dry onions ba..

then we pr0ceed to student hub..
to play Un0 StAcK0 l0ls..
at first play with mario , wei xi and Yang Cheng while.. Daniel playing chinese Chess with Yang Cheng..
aisey~ multi-task harx Yang Cheng?! l0ls..
he join us for one round then.. mario wei xi n me play..

hee..
mario and wei xi kept dropping it.. LOL
i haven drop the Un0 StacK0 yet o ;D
then mario gave up go play chinese chess with Daniel while Yang Cheng play war with wei xi..
by throwin all the uno's stacks at wei xi..

while i'm busy stacking up..
THAT TWO BODOHS..
they go destroy it..
and so we went havoc lol..
keep throwing stuff at each other..
Mario say.. *childish*
we 3 .. *-.-, Attack!*
LOL
Then mario .. *give a kind of look at me n wei xi..*
the me n wei xi .. *stops and turn the attck towards yang Cheng*
LOL x.x
tat look equal to We're dead x.x
he sure squeeze our neck de lor !

speaking bout tyme..
WE'RE LATE FOR METRO LOL..!
all rush to metro room..
found tat all of the classmates were not there..
ahh.. they're in CNC practical room doing survey..
ahax..

Mr Ramadhan .. *Why are you all late?*
daniel , yang cheng and mario plan was to say..
*oh .. wei xi shit on her skirt.. then yang cheng was the one hu mop the toilet.. shikin giving her tissues .. daniel cleaning the toilet bowls.. * LOL la they three.. ._.
but WE OF COURSE DIDNT say it to teacher la !
LOLOLOL..
we only say we lost track of time..
ahax..

then metro we talk talk talk..
just found out that.. mario .. if got pissed off by her sista while doing his skool work .. he will slap her !
cuz i'm doing the same thing lyke wad his sister did LOL..
i run lor.. x.x

then teacher show us how to use a sine bar and indicator..
someone keep tapping my shoulder x.x and i dunno hu did tat..
T.T
then change position ..
then tio pinch T.T
omg la..
than just smack anyone behind me
bully la..

was so shagged x.x
then slowly make my way to the CAD room..
all the way slack nor..

going home..
bought food for mummy and curry puff for myself..
then walk home ..
chat with hubby on the phone awhile ahax..

then reach home chat again..
oo hubby eating mac donald for dinner ..
nvr share de !!
hnmphs..
then he went to wash his uniform before eating..

after he ate.. we sho-in all the way l0ls..
both level up to 17 le..
hee..
stupid monkey keep chasing us..
bo pian just shoot shoot !

ahax..
a few minutes more is our 4th months anniversary baby!

Hunny wanna say Happy 4th months Anniversary baby !
Smile always ya!
And hunny will always l0ves ya no matter wad !
ps ar hunny always got nth to buy for ya x.x
and its always hubby who buy for hunny x,x

2008-08-03T12:36:00.002+08:00

Hey @_@
ahax.. I'm not well today ;{

ahax..
quite sad though.. cuz firstly..
i think i might have past my illness to my hubby T.T
Sorry baby..
x.x
i'm trying not to talk to much.. but its kind of impossible for me x.x
cuz i dunch lyke quietness.. l0ls..
anyways i'm trying..
to get back n well again.. i gotta sacrifice..
and DRINK PLAIN WATER . T.T
this cant be happening mansx x.x

Anyways yesterday whole day was out..
1stly met indumathi and mirabell at serangoon atm ahax..
my first reaction was to hug them so tightly..
omg mirabell had a new haircut ^.^
sweet~
but indu say not nice.. lyke a mushroom head..
ahax naughty her..

then we proceed to amk mrt.. and found out that..
mirabell cant accompany us for very long..
but indu's stubborness hor.. made her stay l0ls..
she cant go to her church activity.. l0ls..
bad indu.. mansx its real x.x finally happening..

mirabell and i dun wan indu to make tat choice..
we say its fate tat we got not enuff money..
but mirabell wen to call her fren , darren to borrow 8oo buck !
she felt guilty after tat..
T.T
but we cant do anything.. indu just wont change her mind..
me and mirabell felt sad.. but didnt show it to indu..
cuz we know she was feeling scared at the moment..

haishh..
we waited n waited since indu went in..
ate big breakfast with mirabell and stone and chat bout hows life..
then went to a playground and sat just underneath it and chat once more..
then we got bored and walk the whole place..

ahax.. mirabell says "if we carry on walking.. we might know the ins and outs of the estate.."
LOL!!
i agreed totally..
and i was so exhaust from it..
l0ls..
we felt aslp as soon as we got back to the clinic..
LOL x.x

i'm just scared to not being able to see her smiles again after that..
mirabell too felt that..
we kept worrying so much lols..

then finally she's back x.x
omg i'm holding back my tears x.x
she little bodohness !
then bought her a waffle to eat..
l0ls she was lyke a hungry ghost that bodoh..
and somemore wan to go for a makan spree?!

hao hao we go..
reach the khatib mrt.. we keep di siao-in..
LOl.. mansx i miss the past we three spent together ..
times just flown past with just a blink of a lights..
ahax.. haishh..

we went to plaza singapura..
there's Millenium Institute shopping spree o..
indu was suppose to be there.. but she has her own valid reason..
so she was excused..
then a thought came..
*is shikin there?*
and indu say ya..
we walk awhile to find my twinnie..

*walks to the other side*
mMm..
*pulls a ponytails*
*screams*
*look at me*
both~*scream*
then *hug each other*
LOL
well tats wads her reaction is LOL..
cute..
chat awhile..

then we go in plaza singapura to makan !
went to long john silver..
too pack..
then in the end makan at burger king LOLs..
i ate hershey chocolate sundae only..
cuz my throat giving problem ahax..
l0l..

then we went to the toilet..
so pack ?!
LOL..
in de end we went up to 2nd storey still PACK !
but just queue up lor..
ahax.. then went back to basement one to buy something ..
but i gotta go le.. ahax..
bid them farewell..
then ran back to them cuz mirabell's mother rang up ..
then bid them farewell again l0ls..
to meet hubby ~

hmms.. actually was suppose to meet hubby..
but he ask me pei fren..
and he also got some defensive riding in the morning..
and also need to go back to camp cuz he fail a test ..
and he also went to get helmet for me..
he's so cute^.^

then went out of plaza singapura to wait for hubby ..
i was lyke *wow*
he riding bike !
l0ls !
then spend the tyme with hubby till 9pm..
then we went back to his area..
hee.. when riding i shouted *wee* l0ls..
the wind is so cooling ^.^

then hubby sent me home thru cabby ..
the CTE jam alde way to amk ave 3 -.-
and thats the place where we're heading l0ls..
sorry hubby if hunny ignore ya yesterday x.x
hunny misses ya too much le x.x

hee now love sick how o?xp

to cure me.. only marcus's presence will be my cureness x3

2008-07-31T18:55:00.002+08:00

heya ! Happy belated 4th months girlfrennn !

Muackies x3

hee..

sorry for the when thingy in my previous post.. was suppose to be went x.x hee x.x

Wednesday =]

One of the w0rst nightmare ever.. ahax..
will come to that part so0n ;D

alright ~
This time round i wake my hubby little baby up !!
gawd i miss ya s0 much till i can cry T.T
*wipes tears*
ahax.. x.x then i go maple hubby's acc train him up !
then got patching ? till 1130am..

too sian.. of cuz i got other stuff to do ;D
play audi l0r !
Train hubby's acc also ^.^

Misses his smile as always~
His smile.. ;')
His eyes..
Everything ! I love them all..

Going 12 le.. tyme to get all prepared !
l0ls x.x 1230 go out of house..
per normal lalala..
And reach skool at about.. ermm..
lets see.. abit late ba.. forgt the tyme le..

Slack abit then do some post secondary education thingy..
sadly~ i didnt send to teacher O,O
aww man.. got to bring 2 forms home..
One is the PSEA form and the another is trip on wednesday..
Aww.. another outing again D;

Going to crocodile farm.. then NEwater plant.. then some cooking oil factory..
sian ar..
ahax..
then break only ate nuggets.. scared to full later cnnrt PE ;x

Then did the Visual basic Programme finish and off to PE..
Pe slack o..
all doing their own stuff..
Caught Yang Cheng and Wei xi talking one corner under the fan after awhile..
Alright here comes my NITEMARE !
Lol..

D; was hit on the head by Mario !!! T.T
BADMINTON RACKET?!! if shuttlecock nvm la T.T
Then i squat awhile but was laughin in pain x.x
Till now still hurting..
Just dont overstress then no pain ;D

ahax..
told hubby bout this incident D;
wish he was there to rub ;')
ahax.. seeing his concerns i'm ok le ^.^
aww.. hubby forbid me to play games T.T
anyway i listen to him even though i'm reluctant..

LOL !! in the end break the promise ;x
cuz we went to audi ;x
lalalala..
*farts*
AHAHAHAX !
opps ;x

a small matter broke off between hubby and me o..
was abit sad though.. but ok le.. ahax..
i love him so much T.T
its lyke .. has been years we last seen each other..
dunno why.. but tat how i'm feeling..
but i'm still contented tat i would still be able to hear his laughter n voice ;')
i would always picture him in my mind each tyme he laugh =']
ahax that little shagua..

mm.. i end here ^.^
scared later water fall x.x muacks x3

2008-07-29T19:08:00.002+08:00

Once again happy 4th months anniversary Juliet x3!!

ahax..
alright today was late for school 30min l0l..
actually 15mins.. cuz was waiting for wei xi..
hee..

Thank you hubby for waking hunny up.. !
but in the end hunny when back to slp ;x
thats why late hee~

when to school per normal.. lalala..
didnt finish CNC then got to go auditorium for the senior some faggy cert..
L0L.. only the Mechanical Engineering classes ..
ahax.. we went riot n chaos x.x ..
wei xi so dirty cansx?

she called imran to squeeze azri dick -.-
then she tio squeeze around the neck by mario !
AHAHAHAX ORBI !
l0ls.. i guess i'm Mario's assistant of bullying wei xi for the day..
l0ls..

cuz when wei xi turn towards mario to di siao him..
i just took the opportunity to tickle her ahahax..
anyway the talks was so faggy..
cuz got our own student sing.. "for she will be l0ve.."
sing until dotx..
cuz almost everyone lyke jeering them?
yea.. so bad hor.. i just shakes my head LOL

then break until 1015..
all celebrate in the canteen cuz we won 2nd ;D
then eat biscuits n chocolate.. so little..
they left us so little..

then we went to metro class..
learning bout the sine bar..
all the formulae.. *headaches*

then LUNCH tyme.. eat nasi hee..
different from nasi lemak.. but the rice still nasi lemak l0ls..
Wei xi and yang cheng ate kway teow l0ls..
change of taste ar..

Then we slack at the student hub to play carom..
l0l.. i score first ;x 2 points..
then in the end daniel winning le o..
didnt finish anyway..

then we proceed to Bosch room for some bosch talk..
was so sleepy x.x l0ls..
then the person show us alot of stuff..
it was awesome !!
suddenly from sleepy become awake lOL..
that person go throw the stuff..
AWESOME.. IT DIDNT BREAK !
l0ls..

then went back to CAD room to have our test..
OMFG so hard x.x
i didnt finish all.. shyte...
but shld be able to get a just pass ba
ahax..

i'm so tired x.x
anyway Grats to my hubby he finally gotten his bike !
ahax.. was so worried when he got home late..
and found out he's late cuz of re-filling his bike with petrol..
ahax.. its ok baby.. if hunny didnt get to seat on ya bike for this week..
hunny dont mind.. just worried bout your safety..

And hunny want to say that hunny l0ves hubby so muchie!! ;D

2008-07-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

Happy 4th anniversary juliet also known as s0t0ng twiny x3

Sorry if theres nothing special to it wor x.x ps ar..

cuz busy n tired nowadays.. will make it up to you s0t0ng x3 Muack !

Stay pretty and smile always ya ;D

2008-07-28T21:32:00.003+08:00

hee.. i missing in action again..
If not for my hubby.. i think i might stop blogging..
ahax..

hmm.. partially was due to tiredness..
hee ;x
omg.. just now on the way home miss two stops sia !
x.x i wake up..
the guy seatin beside me stare x.x
then quickly got dwn and walk home..
was havin a bad headache..

probably cuz of my fren press my neck x.x
all wei xi's fault x.x
cuz i bully her.. then she go ask mario help her T.T
he so strong then go squeeze my neck pain ar T.T

maybe also my fault cuz i take my jacket swing swing..
maybe too naughty? so all gang up to stop me x.x

in cad lesson i miss my hubby so much x.x
he ar.. jealous of marcus wong studying in my heart..
its obviously its him la.. still jealous l0ls cute..

today help alot of ppl during cad lesson..
daniel sick today then every tyme he help me..
now my tyme to help him..

gud louck to him on the world cyber game competition coming..
he's joining his frens in the counter strike competition..

ah.. baby bought cbr 150 bike..
he was sad to find out that its an electic start n not leg start..
my fault ._.
keep bugging him bought that bike not bad not bad..
me n my big mouth x.x
and another thing.. if not hubby can get the bike le..
cuz of his address haven change l0l..

btw today is kor kor bday..
happy 30th bday kor kor..
ahax..
thats all for today..
will try to strt posting again..

ps. sorry today colour plain..

and i loveee my marcus wong you wan so much !!!

2008-07-20T12:37:00.002+08:00

Erm... sorry for Missing in Action for quite sometime..
anyway pretty tired this days.
ahax..
Tommorow lets be a m0nday blue freak ;D
ahax..
anyway lotsa l0ves fr0m me to all..

Especially to my baby marcus ;D

2008-07-13T19:47:00.002+08:00

Opps.. so long never post.. ahax..
cause kind of tired this few days..
Anyway.. i will continue to where i last posted..
Let's see..
Ahh..
Here we go then..

o9o7o8'
Wee.. Woke up a little late.. Due to tiredness.. n lazyness..
Ahax.. mummy keep waking me up.. saying..
"Aren't you schooling? Wont you be late?"
P.s. i'm translating it hor ahax..

Umkays.. then wake up..
Then wei xi msg to meet her at Tampines Interchange..
Then we had our lunch at kfc.. i tried the new thingy.. aiya..
i dont know the name.. ahax..
Then it was lyke 1;15.. tyme to be in class lor..
we still at the KFC munching munching.. taking our on sweet tyme..
ahax.. then was late for 3o mins..

Power hor..
ahax..
Then reach le.. gotta rush do the stuff..
i still can slack .. and play game ..
Oh yar.. just remembered i spam someone's blog on that particular day !
ROFL !
opps..

Then lunch break.. only one of my friend eat..
poor him.. ahax.. cuz we all ate le =x
Then went back to the classroom to the thing again..
ahax.. ok la quite easy.. easy to fail can?
cuz need rmb all the bodohs codes..
D;

Then Sport & wellness a.k.a Physical Education..
Was fuxking slack ar..
i only sit on top of the some sort of barrier..
watch my friends play soccer and basketball..
Still Wondering where's tat Pani { our S&W teacher..

When he finally arrived at 530..
i told my friend..
"He finally give birth le.."
Daniel says ; "ya la.. give birth to 100.."
Then all "LOL"
ahax..

Ok la he .. let us mark attendance n choose wad tyme to go..
Then i say i wan go at 530..
SURPRISINGLY.. he let nia!
ahax.. then call marcus.. cuz we got a date after tat =x

Waited for him outside Tampines Safra..
And some yellow yellow thingy climb on me x,x
Eww.. It bite me or wad?
I see under my bag alot ! eee
i wipe it away quickly.. and on my lap too ! GROSS..
i THOUGHT its maggot or something.. dunno ar..
Just disgusting.. stuff.. i dont dare sit there le..

Ok back to the topic.. Met marcus le..
Then we proceed to Tampines Mall.. to Watch HanCock..
Ahax.. i think at the 650 slot..
Boy i miss him alot !
After the show.. hubby sent me home o..
So fast the day ends..

1oo7o8'
Hmm.. class started at 8am.. and i wake up at 7am..
which was supposed to be the tyme i leave my house..
cuz i need 45 min to reach Tampines Interchange.. x,x
Then was late for class for 45 mins..
ahax.. craps lesson.. she wans us to do some letter writing i think..
for jobs lai de..

Ok la skip skip.. then we go buy water.. before going to Mr Ramadhan's class..
Then he discuss with us about a trip on the next next thurdays at Sentosa..
Ahax.. he spend almost all the tyme to discuss that.. l0ls.

Ok then off to lunch break.. all eat the same food over and over again..
Cant blame ba.. the Nasi Lemak very POWER !
=x i love the chilli.. ahax..
Then we chill in the canteen.. then i go get change for practical..
Aww.. change to milling le..
not fun le.. ahax.. HARD !
Kind of slack to0..
ahax.. cuz i went over to turning part to help my friends ahax..
Then go home ba..

11o7o8'
Friday is a short day..
suppose to be happy.. just lyke wad my hubby told me on that day..
But i was so sian..
Cuz..The CAD work very hard.. and my friend dont wan help me x,x
sobs.. so left unfinished..
Then thought of going for the interview.. but was really really tired..
And its kind of hot day? I'm not sure..But to me it is..
Went to Hougang mall to buy food for mummy.. and bought a burger for myself..
Then walked home..

Reach home le.. Lie flat on the bed..
Body was abit warm warm.. And i cant get up T,T
Anyway ahax.. finally got up.. and slpt soundly too !
Cuz 2mrw gonna meet hubby so must look well and not tired tired..

For saturday and sunday i got nothing much to post..
Cuz i just wanna say..

No matter how many words i type here..
It didnt meant anything..
Cuz i will still love my hubby alot alot !
Sorry for being down on saturday baby.
I was just scared to be apart from ya for just a day..
MmM.. Shagua .. i will always keep ya close to my heart..
Cuz you're the only person.. who made me felt complete each tyme when we're together.

2008-07-08T19:55:00.002+08:00

mMm..
Mummy woke me up at 6 l0ls..
Then wake hubby up xp
Then go back to sleep x,x
And only wake up around 630..
THEN PANIC L0LS..

shyt.. going to be late le..
Chiong ar!! iron and bathe L0Ls.
And leave the house lyke nearing to 715.
=x

Ahax..
Reach Tampines Interchange at 750..
Meet Wei Xi and to0k 65 to sko0l..
Eyyerr.. That almost teeth dr0p teacher take us as realief..
Sian ar D;
Then do 2 exercise.. tian ar..
Rusty le..

Then go canteen with wei xi , mario & daniel..to buy water..
argh x,x
3rd floor !
nvm.. heng the air con on le..
can enjoy..! phew..and teacher came up late also..
Ahax..
pull one white hair from wei xi..
She say "Not white hair ! Its bleach.."
i say "ITS WHITE HAIR !"
ROFL.
was talking to daniel then he hiccups.. ROFL?!
We all laugh at him !

Then tyme for lunchie..Ate nasi leamk with nuggets and otak otak..
Hurt my gum T.T.. Tat ikan bilis lurhx !
Till now still hurt.. cant chew n enjoy my dinner nia !
Wasnt last to finish.. in fact 2nd last =x
Ahax..Then yang cheng keep talking bout relationship.. ROFL..

Then we slack at the student hub..
Was accompanied by michael the gf "Cecilia" a member of inline skate..
omg her hair PUNK doesnt suit her o..
So we slack in the student hub..
basket daniel n mario..
Keep playing with the camera on the phone..
i hate taking pictures -.-

Then went to CAD lesson..
I lyke the mr lee..
But he keep calling me proffesional ! ._.
T.T
aiya..
He help me alot anyway.. aahx.
he rawrs !
LOL..
evertyme he came to CAD..
he will come help me.. =x
Not others !
LOL dunno why rofl !

Then break..
War broke out..
BASKET !
Keep pulling hair la!
-.-

My hair T.T
Then back to the CAD lesson ~,~
Can DIE !
teacher also cant take it..
I say" teacher.. now i headache le..next tyme i do l0ls ."
teacher say"Next tyme come and sure can !"
L0ls..
Cause we stuck on the same drawing LOL.

then went to tampines mall..
Bid mario farewell with the emo style L0L..
Wei xi teach me LOL!
Accompany yan cheng withdraw money..
Then he send us until trafic lights..
LOLs..
Wei xi lurhx.. pester him to send us until tampines mall..
Then we went to get the keychain wei xi bought yesterday..

After that we walk awhile then bought food..
At the centre or the tampines mall at ground floor..
Hokaido fair i think?
We bought the takoyaki balls ar?
Dunno the name l0ls.
Then took our own buses..

When boarding the bus..
it strtin drizzling le..
Phew.. Hougang didnt rain..
Bought mumy fish burger and fries..
She wanted fish & chip..
but they nvr sell le x,x
So bo pian buy fish burger for her..
Ahax..

That all for today..
And i misses my lao gong alot alot!!
P.s cant wait to meet hubby 2mrw !

2008-07-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

Hmm..
Today hubby msg me about 6:15.
Ahax..
Was About to msg him..
Ahax..
x,x

Anyway..
Wake up at 8 plus..
Got up..
Find my uniform and iron.. (taking my own sweet time l0ls)
Bathe and leave the house around 9.

The bus journey was damn l0ng..
ok la.. not that long ..
Only a bit jam here and there..
Almost fall asleep.. but didnt..
Fell asleep only when reaching the Tampines Interchange. =x
Ahax..
Miss 67 x,x.. Then jiu take 65..
Ahax..

Reach skool around 10.
Then went to the locker to take book.. and clean clean abit in the locker..
AND !!!
-.-
The timetable says next lesson start at 1045 -.-"
I came TOO EARLY LE!?

rawrnessss...
My only girlfren in my class..
LAUGH AT ME?!
shutxs her lurhx !
BASKET LOL
x,x
And all the way until 1020 was pei by A MOSQUITO T.T
VERY ITCHY ARGH..
Basket that mosquito!!
Ahax.. Then Yan Cheng came along..
Then slowly all from group one accompany me..
LOL..
Wei xi LATE !!!!
Found out that Mr Lee not here.. cuz on attachment in China..
Ahax.. phew =x

Then lunch breakkkkkkkkkk..
Omg fuxkingsx hungry !!
Eat nasi Lemak with nugget otak otak n hotdog LOL..
ok la cost bout $2.40..
First tyme i eat alot in skool..
And was last to finish D;
Ahax..
Then all siao siao in the canteen.. by playing with the ice .__.
l0ls
the gays!

Then metrology..
Omg so boring !!
Almost fell asleep..
Copy all the notes blindly LOL..
And decided to bring back the book.. to revise.. (like real)

Then CAD lesson..
Omg.. so rusty le !
Me & Daniel stone..
ok lurhx..
Most of it i help him..
LOL..
last tyme he always help me..
Now the other way round..

Then teacher give tea break..
We all go chill at the student hub until 4..
Then back to stressing..
Finally finish..
Wei xi came to my place..
Then borrow daniel's phone to listen to music..
SHE VERY NAUGHTY !
go see people's privacy!!
L0L..
HOHO..
The emo kia DANIEL have shinli ! LOL..
so l0vey d0vey..
how i know?
cuz i join in also =x
ROFL !
i read out a msg..
HE BASKET HIT MY HEAD ! THEN ACCIDENTALLY BANG WEI XI'S HEAD.
cuz we were reading so close thats why i bang into her =x

LOL.
then after skool..
go century square with wei xi to repair her papa's hp.
co0l..
Then we go Tampines Mall.. to look for job..
Seoul Garden ok la.. 1hr $5 ..
Maybe 2mrw go for the interview with wei xi..
Then thought of eating at KFC..
see tyming wasnt on our side..
So when home..
Jam ar !! Then bought mummy food..
Kind of fuxk up at home..
Sian..

Wish can faster work !
lalala..
Thats all la..
AHAX..

Wo ai wo de baby marcus x3

2008-07-06T00:02:00.005+08:00

Argh.. x,x
Sorry today post kind of late..
ahax..
was finding the stupid webbysite..

http://www.imagechef.com/

must rmb ahax..
Anyway..
Finally found le!

Just wanna say again happy 3rd month anniversary baby x3 !

mm..
Today when out with my baby !
So happy !
can finally meet him ahax..
We went to our "castle" 1st..
l0ls =x

At first quarrel with hubby cuz of his league..
ahax..
Didnt want him to go.. But he say he's going le..
So force him to go.. sorry bout that hubby x,x
L0Ls..

Last minute cancel.. ;x
Then we proceed to Capital..
to find hubby's perfume..
O,O
He set his eyes on the eternity le..
ahax..
He still indecisive though..
Brut or Eternity?
LOl..
cute hubby !

Then we went to Funan City or mall i also dunno..forgot x,x
L0Ls
.__.
Then we went in the Challenger shop..
See all sorts of electronics ..
O,O
ahax..

then we went to games shops..
and browse here and there..
oo..
L0Ls..

wait till i get my money tree !
I'll definitely rob tat shop !
ahax..

Then we proceed on..
ask hubby alot of stuff l0ls..
whats DOTA all that..
cuz.. i bodoh bodoh x,x

Then we ate at DèliFrance..
ahax..
We ate some pasta..
potato ..
some beef & mash potato stew..
ahax~

Keep joking around with hubby ^.^
Mansx ..
i'm missing him already..
ahax..

Then hubby had a cut..
Which he was botak again..
so can disturb..
Anyway.. Its still BOTAK !
Muhahahaha !!
*evil grins*

Then take cabby home ..
aww..
so fast end already..
=(
fell asleep in the cabby..
x,x
miss doing tat ahax..

Anyway hubby !
Hunny wanna confess to you alot alot..
that hunny loves you alot alot !
And happy 3rd month anniversary x,x
ps ar.. late post hubby x,x

2008-07-04T15:14:00.004+08:00

mMm..
Today woke up quite late..
weird dream i had ahax.
keep coughing non-stop..
ahax..

Cousin brought nephew here again..
`Cuz she going out to buy prezzie..
So ahax..
bo pian..
lets be a nanny!
xp

O,O
nephew n niece !
x,x
quarreling..
i'm so gonna have a bad evening.. for today..
ahax..

anyway..
both of them fallen aslp le..
phew..
what a relief..
i finish my comic quite fast for today..
ahax..

then now..
lazy read more comic..
so i read back all my previous posts..

i suddenly.. felt.. so foolish to keep falling for him.. over n over again..
AhhHhs..
Now i'm so much happy with my hubby !

Hmm..
I sound childish back then..
I felt i change alot.. during tat time..

kYaA x,x
ahax..
I felt much much happier with Marcus..
Just that..
i miss him alot..
Seeing him smile each saturday.. Really made my day happy !
ahax.. He's a one big shagua!~

mMm.. i'm remebering back my days with my hubby ahax !
The 1st night with him.. under the moonlit and starry nytes..
Was something to be kept in my memories forever!
ahax..
i'm so lo0king f0rward to b3 with him..
f0r the rest of my life ^.^
S0 many things happen lately..
But nothing gonna change..
ahax..

Tommorow is a day which i cant wait L0L.
x,x
BLEAHH.
x,x
Anyway..
I dont know what to post le..
Well..
Have a nice day all ^,^

Hee.. i l0ve Marcus Wong You Wan ! al0t al0t !
Hee..
cant argue with me xp

2008-07-03T19:45:00.002+08:00

mMm..
Today,
wake up a little late..

Jie not working today..
...
haishh..

Sometimes i wonder..
Whether my Jie is my mom or what..
.__."
I'm living in a house of hell..
No freedom ..
nothing at all..

haishh..
I wanna leave this house so much..
I hate it alot..
Quarel with mummy today..

Why they all can come out..
Why i cant..
This is ridiculous.

Anyway..
I miss marcus alot x,x
Cant wait to meet him on saturday..
Last week..
we only met on Saturday ='(

Haishh..
Nephew , my cousin n my twiny shikin..
came over at my house today ahax..
My niece and nephew always quarrel LOL.
Kawaii lurhx they two..
ahax..
Me, cousin n twiny..
Bought food and party at my house..
OMG..
i was so bloated after tat x,x
KyAa X,X
ahax...

Now marcus taking his lesson 8 license..
Hopefully he pass it !
Jys hubby!

Thats all for today.
And finally i finish watchin Full Moon Sagashite.
Mansx.
I love the song so much!
And just today i finish reading Shinigami Lovers
And this is Shikin signing off..
Muackxs

2008-07-02T16:30:00.002+08:00

uWaAaa~

wake up late again x,x

erhmSss..
actually kind of lazy to post..
kind of chiong-in my full moon sagashite..
on youtube o..

ahax..
nothing much to say.

mMm..
thanx to my hubby finally level up o..

nothing to say le.
today post short and not really sweet argh x,x

bleahh xp

Anyway,
This is shikin signing off ;p

2008-07-01T07:38:00.004+08:00

By the way~

Morning all~

Shyt..
Woke up late today..

Me ; *wokes up and stone for 3 seconds*
*lo0k at phone for time.*
**PANICS**

Its 7 o'clock !!
And i was suppose to wake Hubby, Marcus, up at 6:15!
Shyt..
**panics**

Heng..
Found out he's on the cabby le..
L0Ls.
He w0ke up at 6:30 @.@
*Phew*

Hmm..
Things to do for today~
1)~~Post on Blog.~~
2)~~Reply all taggies.~~
3)~~Try for license.~~
4)~~Watch Full Moon wo Sagashite on youtube.~~ep 24part1
5)~~Read Full Moon wo Sagashite.~~chp 6 pg21
6)~~Stone for a minute.~~
7)~~Cant think much le..~~
8)<s>Wait for my Hubby to come home ^,^

Days pass by just like a wind..

Its `o1o7o8 already.

My friend b'dae is comin'.

Turning sweetSeventeen !

ahax..

Still thinking what to get for her b`dae.

Aiya.

Thats all for this morning.

Maybe will Re-post.

Here shikin signing off to do all the list.

**+~Muack~+**

HiCccUpps ~

2008-06-30T20:32:00.002+08:00

Opps ;x
ahax.
Guess wat' ?!

`Tis 'lil miss laadeeyh is backiee!

^.^
Miss me ? ahax guess not ;(
l0ls !
Anyways,
I miss ya all !
l0ls !

Now i'm left with a week of holiday..
Been stoning at home..
Except for SATurday ;x
All ready taken for Marcus hubby {:
Hee >.<
bleahh lurhx!

Ohh yars !
I luv readin comics online..
Luvs the Aishiteruze baby ^x^
ahax..
Been playing too much of games2girls >.<
A kiddo game..
yet i still play it..
OMFG >.<

annd i cant lic up shyt..

Anyway..
my songs are limited omg..
any recommends?

Tats all for today folkks.
Muack~
This is Shikin signing offsx ~

2008-05-13T08:59:00.002+08:00

on the 11 may i send hubby at pasir ris int..
i was so damn sad lurhx..
i see as he move slowly n waving at me..
i cant stop my tears from flowing TT..
then wen he boarded up the bus..
i try looking for him but cldnt see TT

i wanted to chase the bus..
as the bus took a turn..
i started crying ><

hubby i miss you so much o..

then monday..
2 guys tio meh by me..
idk why i so moody..
maybe cuz i miss hubby too much le TT
he little shagua love him so much mansx..
end of post le ba D;

2008-05-06T09:37:00.002+08:00

Yay !
yesterday our 1st month anniversary!!
o5o4 is being loved. x3
x}
i miss him alot mansx..
but get to speak to him on phone i happy le ^^
btw my hubby lvl 27 le RAWRS!!
so fast..
i also just reach level 25..
chiong ar..
ahax..
not dead blog hor..
will keep posting on tues n wed ^^
mansx this sat weeee~
his bdae o !!
gonna celebrate with him ^^
MUack hubby !!

...

2008-04-29T09:36:00.001+08:00

Sup all i miss my marcus wong you wan mansx..
i cant go internet at home sobs..
pardon me for my dead blog..
only can use in skool nia..
fcukxs my sis la..
ahax

I'm missing you hunny D;

2008-04-13T17:18:00.002+08:00

Hunny..
stop the time please..
I'm so missing you already @@

Shyte'
Tomorrow starts skool liao..
sian si..
i'm gonna spend everyday after skool with my hunny..
argh..
stop the tyme please..

Mummy..
I dun care ..
even if you stop me from having boyfren..
I wunt listen to you..
I'm gonna be seventeen..
i know my life mansx..
I know wads right and wrong..
I wunt break with him..
He go NS..
Doesnt mean he's not my boyfrenn..
You rather me havin Boyfrenn in skool issit?

sian ar~

Hunny met me at 1030~ near hougang int..
L0Ls..
i was late ;x
ahax..
we thought of eating at de Ya Kun Toast..
alot of ppl sey..
so we decided to eat at vivo city instead. xp
Hunny ; Wanna buy bubble tea?
me ; alrite.
Hunny ; Waa.. this shop so early open..
me ; LOls.
bought milk tea wifout ice~
hee~
we shares~
Den took North East Line MRT to vivo~
l0l0l0ls..
We go buy ticket.. er wad show aar?
Horde Croc?
shyts i 4got..
its sumtink bout Crocodiles can liao..
LOLs..

den we walk up n down~
1hr~gone..
gosh ..
tyme flew very fast..

haishh..
stop the time mansx xx..
then we proceed back to the cinema..
hunny bought coke n hotdog.
l0ls ..
cutee..
hunny i miss you mansx xx
waiting for our turn to seat is damn l0ng cansx?
**looks around**
not many ppl..
LOL

he laughed at me..
cuz i shouted xx
EKK
RAWRS

after movie..
we walk walk..
den cant decide wad to eat..
finally ..
we ate at Yoshinoya..
my 1st tyme dere..
L0Ls..
we order er wad sia..
i also forgot omg..
stm
LOL..
he steal my meat QQ
L0L
nah..
LMAO

ahshyt..
tyme to go bak..
he send me bak to hougang MRT wor..
l0ls..
we keep laughin non-stop in the train..

l0ls..
hunny..
i'm so gonna miss you alot..
2mrw you wait !
bully me ar?!
RAWRS!

shikin l0ves Marcus Wong You Wan

basket~

2008-04-10T10:52:00.002+08:00

fk sia..
i was doing a comment for an old fren of mine at de frenster...
was tinking n tinking..
**while pressing the shift button**
.___.
then a pop out come out..
say wad bla bla bla filter stuff..
&%^&%^*^$#$^#
chee bye..
after dat all wad i type machiam..
alien..
zzz..
almost have hart attck sia..
then that shagua !
keep laughing lyka bodoh !
grrr
you wait fri i bbq you sia..
argh lazy post..
bleahh byes ;}

shagua is loved by me♥ ;}
baka is loved by me♥ xp
sexyy girlfrenn is loved by me♥ ;D

A night to remember.

2008-04-06T07:49:00.002+08:00

Oh my gawd lurhx yesterday.
Hee..
When out from home at 1115am.
Took 72 to take MRT.
In MRT from Hougang to Outram. -,-
Far LOL.
Sian in MRT.. radio bo signal..
tmd.. .__.
Then waited awhile for my ShaGua at Outram x3
Oh Boi oh Boi ..
My hartbeats so fast lols..
cant wait to meet my ShaGua. xp
Then from Outram we journey in MRT ..
to Tamp .___.
i spend my whole tyme in MRT x/3
LOL =x
Reach tamp,
went to Tamp mall
book ticket..
ShaGua ; you sure you wanna watch Shutter?
me; um..
ShaGua ; after i bought the ticket no refund le eh..
me; um.. (lo0ks scared)
ShaGua ; Machiam bodoh~
me; ._____.
LOl
My 1st tyme watching horror movie nia..
=x
weee..
book liao.. gt 1 hr more..
LOL..
walk walk..eat Haagen ice cream..
l0l..
belgian choco..
$4++ -,-
so ex lurhx 1 scoop
i feed ShaGua alot LOL =x
i tink he didnt realise lol..
it taste sweet babehh..

Den we when NTUC to get drink..
walk to the drinks department..
ShaGua; what drink would you like?
me; anything can liao..
ShaGua; no anything..
me; then got whatever eh.
both; LOL .. bodoh.
LOL
we walk walk around awhile..
then go back to de drink department n bought a plain water..
eh shyt i just rmb..
WHY I DRINK PLAIN WATER MANsx..
LOL
nvm lurhx..
was dreaming..
then he offer me..i just drink..
LOL
then walk walk go to the arcade and slack there..

Movie gonna strt soon..
hee..
so dark hor..
cnnrt see what we're doing xp.
strt liao strt liao..
l0ls !
shagua keep laughing at me..
cuz i everytyme will jump wen a shocking part will happen..
so groossx canxs?
lmao.
the tongue went in de guy mouth omg..
the body rottingxs..
eeww..
LOL

Then message ahgal how to go to pasir ris to meet dem..
we took mrt to pasir ris..
den took 403..
stupid~
can walk nia..
so near..
then reach..
we bodoh go alight so far..
then got to walk so far..
and my feet blister liao~
bodoh~
and dat shagua keep saying bodoh bodoh~
ShaGua ; machiam bodoh.
me; You Bodoh !
ShaGua ; You Bodoh !
me; You then ar !
ShaGua ; ok i then .. You Bodoh !
me; EH wat ! *ignores*
LOL
machiam bodoh~

then reached pit 31..
saw ahgal, ahying, ahhao, ahxin
then ahdex came along lols..
merlion sia LOL..
then ahboi and ahwu bought sum stuff..
then -x3- members..
ahxue ahgui and cousin came after dat..
ahyan join~ed us at nyte..

omfg lurhxs..
didnt bring xtra clothes..
and was WET head from head to toe..
BY AHGAL.
LOL
pity shagua LOL..
he kana even jialat..
LOL =x
shyt dat dexter baka..
throw water bomb sia la..
pain sia my back >,<
LOL

awwsx..
me n shagua spend our nyte at the rock..
we thought we wunt kana bomb..
we came bak..
both; phew.. water bomb finish liao ar?
dex; waa.. you both so dry ar?
ahboi; mansx.. you guyz miss the fun LOL.
machiam bodoh !
we thought we cld run sia..
i go take water bomb make ahdex even wet..
dex; eh shikin ! you wait ! *goes in the guys toilet wif a plastic*
me; eh shyt..LOL !
ahyan; shikin you run faster..we go make summore dun worry..
LOL

me;ahxin..dat dex comin ar?*hiding*
*dex walking slowly finding me*
ahxin; yea he's coming.
me; shyt.
LOL
we run one circle around the bbq pit..
ShaGua; *one corner*giggling**
-,-
LOL.
ahgal go throw water bomb at HIM..
MACHIAM BODOH lol..
he wet LOL
orbi..
laugh at me summore..

then we walk to white sand.
almost took cab..
but decided to take mrt home..
shagua hug me n i fell aslp =x
shivering~
so cold ..
he send me all de way nia xx
pity my shagua~
ShaGua; machiam bodoh !
me; You Bodoh
ShaGua ; Bodoh.
me; You bodoh !
ShaGua : You Bodoh !
me; i know you waiting for me to say you then rite?
ShaGua : LOl
me; you wan say you then.. i bodoh rite?
LOL
ShaGua ; waah..you getting cleverer le arh..
me; of cuz~ *twist*
LOL
he took a cab home after saying a gud bye to me
.___.
waste money lurhx him..
machiam bodoh..
but the fact is he is a bodoh xp
LOL
reach home around going 1am lurhx..
bodoh dat shagua~
you still owes me a lollipop horxs x3

i love you my shagua♥ {=

tio spam~

2008-04-01T22:47:00.013+08:00

Aloha ~
um ^^,
woke up early..
but late as i had promise my shagua..
around 5-6am~
i wld wake up le..
but woke up around 730am.
Saw marmie n daddie playing sbby~
so i juz "pop in" n keep saying "afk"
=x
Keep whispering to shagua~
Hee. *twist*

he kept saying i'm cute..
well i'm nort !
U baka ! =x
*ting tong*
i say ihateyou..to shagua..
he suddenly O-O..
n stun..
den i quickly say april fool lols.
bodoh ! =x
gawd..
if it was me mayb i stun lyke him too .
=x
>,< color="#ff0000" size="5">sum proof..
i tio spam in msn~ while in audi. (haven wen in they spam liao)

Ti amo Baka ♥ {: Muackkk
Te amo GirlFrenn♥ {: Muacckk
Wo ai ni BoyFrenn♥ {: Muackk
kimi o aishiteru Him♥ {: Muackk 1314
IloveYou korkor♥ {: muackk

Some one's confession (baka kor)♥ {:

2008-03-31T10:09:00.006+08:00

L0L0LS...
ystrdae afternoon after dat incident~
Keep tio spam in msn
~,~
finally decided to put busy~
but still tio spam..
NUDGE summore ~,~
and dat baka didi calling me wet sea monkey mermaid~
hu noes how to rawrs(which is nort scary to him) n eyeerr..
gawd~
RAWRS !
alrite~

Siao ~in wif SR. Bodoh a.k.a. daddie~
Shares beautiful memories wif Giirrrrllllfrreennnnnnn ♥ {: kimi o aishiteru muackk ~

Kor did a confession ystrdae nyte..
LOL la Gff..
she go put iloveu shuai bff..
den kor kor almost bao zha <

L0Lsss..

iLOVEgffff ♥ {: kimi o aishiteru muackk ~
iLOVEbakaaaa ♥ {: Ti amo muackk ~
iLOVEkor kor ♥ {: Wo ai ni muackk ~
iLOVEtxy BBQqqqq ♥ {: Eu te amo muackk ~
iADMIREhim ♥ {:

i love..

2008-03-30T10:56:00.005+08:00

Fallen in love wif angela zhang~ Bu Xiang Dong De.
I dunno what to post for today.
haishh..
Sian.

sori baka dan dan.
bout ystrdae..
mai emo.

He ask~ed for a patch last nyte.
He says ;
Cant you accept the moon?
I already forgotten that star.
I only want a star which is you.
I says :
So you can confirm..
That the breaking up wunt happen again?
Your feeling for her never return?
1 year u with me..
you still cant get over her?
So how do i ever accept u?

marmie n daddie did de love party ystrdae.
so sweet n lovely.
=]
*envys*

when is my stacy mei n alex turns??
aiya..
sobs ar..
l0ls.
jys u two..

I juz wanna stare at the sky ..
and forget the hurtful memories. ='[
p.s. ; alex is a spammer baka~

2008-03-29T07:51:00.003+08:00

Slpt late late night.
Cant really sleep wif an eyes lyke O-o
bleahhs ;p
sian..
a few more minutes..to go..
and i'm off..getting ready for my work.
Maybe will be back by 9 or 10pm ba.

Doesnt' feel lyke going to work todae'.
cuz.
My heart still hurting.

I'm so in love wif my baka mei (belinda)
Bleahh..
Jys on leveling baka woaini♥ :}
Lv 5..............7,140
Lv 6EXP - 12,500 (Amount of experience points needed to take the license)Cost - 200 Den (This is the amount of dens needed to take license)Song - New York (The licence test song)Perfect - 10 (Amount of perfects you need to get to pass the license)xPerfect - 2 (Perfect chain you need to get)Score - 200,000 (Passing score)Mode - Normal Individual (The license mode)Dens rewarded - 800 (Dens you would be rewarded with if you pass)

Being fallen out of love..
Doesnt means life have to end wif a fullstop dere.
Its juz a setbaks in life that will motivate u further.
And so whether sad or hurt i'm feeling.
I chooses to smile.
I wld only chooses to b sad wen i'm left alone.♥ {:

I'm staring at the sky~
Praying dat he would walk in my life~
Where is de man of my dream?~

about the story of my fren.
i decided nort to continue it.
as..
it would bring sadness bak to my fren.

each tyme i wen on9.
i try very hard to avoid coming here.
cuz i always pours my unhapiness here.
each tyme i read bak my posts..
i ended up wif tears..
cheer up ladyeeh.
i still hav my baka meis =} woainix♥
If love is sweet,
It wouldnt' hurt dis much. D;
woainix♥ {: baka

2008-03-28T14:04:00.003+08:00

Love is foolish.
But love is a sweet thing which happens in your life..
To see your lover smile is everthing in your life.

Baby;
You told me a story of a moon and a star.
If i were the star..
Would i ever gave the chance to the moon?

Not only a chance that i ever gave you.
I give you all my love that i've got to you.
You love me for who i am.
Even though i'm a malay.
You treat me well n fairly.

My heart yearn for you.
But your heart doesnt felt the same lyke i do.
Even if i suffer..
I will still say you do treat me well.
Bcuz in my heart..
everything you did,
i will still love you as long i can open my eyes n see the world. =]

Seeing u wif her happy.
I'm happy le.
You dun hav to 4get her bcuz of me.
Life hav to move on.
We already had our love.
Why dun you try all out n woo her honey.
i will giv u my blessing.
even thought it hurts me so bad.
I cant b dat obstacle to stop u realising wads love.
Go ba.
pursue ur love for her. =]

Love is a silly thing to learn.
Dun ever stop loving a person just bcuz of a setback.
Treasure your love n nvr let it go just lyke dat

Shyt..

2008-03-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

i'm sori again my blog..
was busy this couple of days..
didnt hav much slp either..
fcukx..
=X
shytx..
gosh.
i dulan..
more vulgarities out frm my mouth..
darn it..
gotta control my temper n my mouth..
sian ar..
hopefully --Rose~ guild will hav more ppl..
haish..
i chance upon a love letter..
i shall post it down for today..
bcuz i hav nth to type..

poem;

You smiled a kind smile at me
Even now I want to stay like this by your side
If I close my eyes, look, many seasons
Have been surrounding us

At the end of the long journey is there something?
Although nobody knows
Because you don’t want to revisit an uneasy night

We will walk together forever
From now onwards it will be the two of us
I will embrace you tightly to my chest
This feeling doesn’t change, there’s just one thing
"I love you”

You are like the little flower nodding in the gentle wind
The day we first met is so far away
There were the days when the still immature me hurt you
Now we laugh as we think about it

I will not forget the promise we made to each other
Because you are more important than anyone else
The dream that we drew will be realized little by little

We will walk together forever
From now onwards it will be the two of us
I will embrace you tightly to my chest
This feeling doesn’t change, there’s just one thing
“I love you”

We will walk together forever
From now onwards it will be the two of us
I will embrace you tightly to my chest
This feeling doesn’t change, there’s just one thing
“I love you”

“I love you”

sweet =]

2008-03-17T15:54:00.002+08:00

OMG ><
i'm sori my sugar..
was busy dis few days..
thinking of makin a guild.
n finally bing bang boom**
--Rose~'s guild created~
=D
so my ign change lor..
no longer dat Sweetu ..
or XpLuvHimx..
--SweetRose~ [founder]
--LightRose~ [VIP]
=D
guild made le..
so tired omg..
finally all done finish..
btw bout de story i promised to tell u..
i dun tink i will continue ba..
=]
i'm forgettin him ppl.
*claps hands*
omg my KO ONE zhong yi ban.
*sobs**
so long bo watch..
aiya next tyme..
now still busy makin guild..
haven stablize yet.
hao ba end here.
i love light yagami x3

boy we r history. =]